AN: This fanfiction is mostly drabble-like in nature which each chapter being a one-off on its own. This fanfic may be slightly dark and depressing in nature. Contents may be AU or following the story. I do not own the characters, just the random short lines that come and go in my head.
Chapter Notes: Drabble, if Jessica was there when Bella fell off the cliff.
Jessica POV
Perhaps it was the sense of dread that accompanied the sinking feeling in my heart. Or maybe it was simply the bitter rain that was stabbing into my skin that caused me to shake. There was something just so messed up at that moment in my head, that all I could say when I saw you fall over the cliff was ' I wish I were you'.
Picture perfect, that was you and Edward. I was jealous, you had it all. The loveliest boyfriend who's a hunk, a respectable dad that's the chief of Forks, freedom to do whatever you want without your mum Renee involved. You had it all, and I was just so mad at you. A good head on your shoulders, a best friend who's literally the biggest fashionista on earth, buddies from the reserve who would kill to protect you, why then was it not enough?
So what if Edward left, you still had the other aspects of your life. A heart-shaped face, faultless skin. Mike literally goes gaga over you and ignores the hell outta me even when I try to get him to pay attention to me. Do you know how much it hurts when you try to do your best to get noticed and yet everyone just looks to someone else? It hurts, mind you, it really does.
"Poor old Bella."
"She deserves more than this."
I hate you with a vengeance, and yet I wish that you were still with us. Why did you leave? Why?