One minute Jessica, Jacob, and I were walking on first beach on the rez, the next Mike showed up and he and Jess took off. Jacob and I headed back to his Rabbit, and I slipped in the mud.
Jacob smiled. We weren't official, but we've basically been together since I moved in with Charlie when I was twelve. He held out a hand and helped me to my feet but I was covered in mud. He drove me to his house, where my truck was. I'm not going into details, but somehow, we ended up needing a condom.
Okay, don't give me the responsibility speech, I wasn't planning on making love with my best friend, I'm not even sure how it happened...
I do truly love Jacob, but not as much as I love Edward.
Edward how come to town a week or so before this happened. We were talking one night...
"Are those marriges the same... as human ones?"
Edward chuckled. "Is that what your getting at?"
"I was wondering if someday... maybe... we..."
"I don't think that would be possible Bella. But no you have my curious, have you ever..."
I could feel my cheeks turn red as fire. I really didn't want to say this, but looking in his golden eyes, I couldn't lie to him "Well.... once...."
I couldn't decipher his expression, but he didn't seem surprised, more... curious. "Jacob Black." It wasn't a question, it was a statement of fact.
I blushed deeper. I could barely manage a "mhm"
He smiled and nodded "I guess I already knew that, that dog has very vivid memories"
I buried my head in the pillow, not wanting to talk about this, not with Edward, I loved him to much.
He kissed my hair. "It's okay Hun, it's not a crime"
I was okay with him knowing I wasn't a virgin, but I wasn't okay with what I'm sure he'd find out if he saw Carlisle.
I rolled to my side to look in his eyes. "Edward... I'm... having... a baby..."
He sighed, but didn't sound surprised.
"Who told you?"
"I ran into Charlie earlier..."
I sighed. I should have guessed that Charlie would have found out. Can't keep much from the police chief in a town this small...