Hello! Im back! This is my new story and it's a little different from all the rest. It is a little sad, but I am going to try and make it funny I promise. I will try and get the chapters up as soon as possible, but I have exams soon and I need to revise like crazy. But I just couldn't wait to write this, so I hope you like it please review, I want more than my last story. Xx enjoy!

(I don't own any of the characters of georgiaisms. I only own the plot)

Chapter 1.

Well…..this is weird.

What just happened?

It was all a bit of a rush really…..

Did anything happen?

Well I feel a bit light, slightly dizzy. And very very cold.

SOMEONE TURN THE HEATING UP!

I can't do it. I will not go.

But I have too.

I have to say goodbye….

Oh flippidy pants galore; I have just boarded the blubber train for a trip over the waterfall.

I just can't stop crying.

I have reapplied mascara about five times now. AND IT'S BLOODY WATERPROOF!

Well that's it, im returning it too boots and asking for a refund.

But I have already used it.

Damn.

I heard a knock on the door

"Hey love, are you ummm, ready to go?"

She has been really supportive about it, but I still get annoyed every time I have to talk to her about it.

"Yer mum, I will be down in a moment."

"Ok love. Listen umm its, its going to be ok."

"I know…"

No it bloody isn't! This has to be the one thing that will never be ok! Never!

I don't think I will ever get over it. And for once I am actually sure. Im still in shock and it has been a whole week.

I went downstairs slowly; I have been loosing my balance a lot recently, so I didn't want to hurt myself anymore by falling down the stairs.

Jas was waiting in the kitchen. She was dressed like me, all in black. And her fringe looked good today.

"Hey gee. You ok?"

Of course I wasn't, but I knew what she meant. I jut nodded in response, if I spoke a work I would just burst into tears again, and I am not reapplying mascara!!

Jas came over to me and gave me a huge hug. She was going to drive in the car with me, and tom was going to meet us there. He had been affected worst. I hadn't seen him in ages, and he wouldn't even talk to jas…

For once dad has made a good decision. He has hired a cab instead of driving his crazy clown car. I am grateful for that.

It felt like I was in the car for ages. I swear my bum has gone numb. A bit like the rest of me really. I could feel jas gripping my hand tight. She said that she would be stronger than me, but I can feel her starting to cry.

I could see a lot of people, but only a few that I recognised. The gang and their boyfriends where all standing together waiting. Tom looked as pale as a sheet, and when jas gave him a hug, he smiled weakly. I smiled at him and he gave me a big hug. I could feel him crying and I immediately started crying.

I knew this would happen.

Rollo was hugging jools and I think he was crying too. The girls all looked a bit shocked. I guess they had known him well, but not as well as me, jas, tom, Rollo, dec and Edward.

Owie ow ow! My mascara has run and is in my eyes. I think I am going to go blind.

It burns!

But not as much as the pain in my heart. I can't believe this is happening to me. This just isn't right!

I could see a family all crowded around a deep hole. I didn't want to go and see it. I don't think I can bear to be here anymore.

The vicar came over to us. "I think its time that we started. If you would like to come this way."

We all followed him, and jas came and held my hand. Tom was the other side of me and he had his arm around my shoulder.

It's really dark in here. I can't hear a thing. But it's getting colder by the second! Maybe if I put my hands out in front of me and just take a little step forward…..OW!

Ok I really need to be careful. But it's quite hard when you can't see a BLOODY thing!!

I cried all the way through the service. I didn't look at anyone, just looked at the floor and cried. I think I will dehydrate at this rate. But I don't really care anymore.

Everyone has stated to walk away from the grave, but I think I will just stay for a bit.

When I looked up, no one was there; they were all by the cars. I thought it was the right moment to say goodbye.

I shakily walked over to the grave and knelt down. I had a bunch of flowers in my hand, they were dying, but I think that's because I squeezed them so much.

"I can't believe this has happened."

Blub blub blub.

"I wish you were still here, not…there. I miss you, and I l l l...Love you."

And I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and took a last look at the grave stone.

'In loving memory of DAVID CHEYNEY whom was a loving grandson, son and beloved friend. Who will be missed by all.'

'We love you Dave...'

"Come back to me…please?"

Im quite worried now, no one has come and saved me from this …place.

Am I in hell?

No, I would have bumped into my old P.E. teacher by now, he always hated me, and I never said anything nice to him before he died. I remember it was a fatal hockey ball to the head that did it. He was always crap at hockey….

So is it heaven?

No, it's too cold, and dark.

Maybe im in space!!

Yer! With loads of aliens!

I can jump really high!

It doesn't feel like im jumping…..am I even moving?

This is a difficult situation……maybe I was hit by an ice cream van, and im now in a coma!

Yes, that's what happened….

I could really do with a chocolate ice cream at the moment.

Maybe I have brain freeze? That would explain the cold……………

Well that's the end of the first ever chapter-I hope you liked it. The next one will be up soon, if I get 7+ reviews. MWAH HA HA! Im evil…. 

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