" Te amo"
I don´t know why but the new Rihanna song, "Te amo" makes me so sad but, at the same time makes me so happy.
The reason why it makes me so sad, it´s because I´m not with Selena, we´re apart because of my stupidity! God, sometimes I´m so stupid! Damn it, I hate myself!
Of course , I´m Demi Lovato , I´m dating Joe Jonas but I´m a very stupid sarcastic girl who always makes shit and start´s running from problems. I don´t face them like everyone does, I start running and never look back. That is the reason why I´m so stupid and unhappy right now, because I lost the one thing I love very much in my life… Selena Gomez!
Why do people like me close our hearts to the chance of true love? I really don´t know, but we are very stupid. Love is the true chance of happiness and why don´t we take it and enjoy it for the rest of our lives? Because, once again we are and let me spell it for you… S-T-U-P-I-D!
Yeah, I´m very but very fucking stupid! Why can´t I take Selena´s hand and rub it slowly making small circles and say "Te amo" and kiss her like there´s no tomorrow? Because I simply love her to death but ran away when she told me that she loved me.
Stupid Demetria, very stupid! Why do I make stupid things? Because I like to be miserable. I like to suffer and cry. That´s it! I´m crazy! Crazy Demi Lovato! Yes , my fans will like that… or maybe not!
Some of my fans write these stories , I think the correct name is fan fics and they write about my relationship with Joe, Nick , Miley ( YUCK!I really hate her) and finally my love… Selena. They write about our love that is more than friendship.
I have this crazy thought that they figured it out before me and Selena. I wished that my love with Selena was so marvelous, breath taking and magical like they write…
It could be if I wanted, if I didn´t ran away…
That´s why Rihanna´s song is the best song theme for my relationship with Selena. I want it to be like my fans write in their stories , I want to grab Selena´s hand like in the stories , I want to kiss her passionately and my stomach to start jumping and doing summersaults like in that stories .
I want that very much , to be happy with the love of my life! I want to grab her by her waist , kiss her neck gently and sing " Te Amo" in her ear showing how much I love her and want her.
So…
Thank you Rihanna for singing that song , she is going to change my life forever!
With love,
Demi Lovato