Memorial to Black
I just can't believe that you're gone, That you lived me here alone, flew away, and abandoned me. I saw you grew fainter as you fall into the veil of death were, I last saw your pleasant face, your graceful movements and felt your radiant soul.
Laughing, laughing you were with that laugh only you could achieve, that invited everyone to still believe....
People may think I'm crazy, because of loving someone who's dead, But my love will only end when the darkness reigns and my soul is leaded through the path of hell.
My life is nothing without you, and living it has no case, you were my world my everything, all my happiness all my peace...
Without you I can no longer stay in this world, I'm lost without you guide...
And if you can here me beg my lord, how could you have taken away from me that abruptly all my hope, my soul, and my reason to continue living?!
Oh! The pain inside my chest is so great that sometimes it seems that suicide may do a nice change!!!!
My madness is beyond imagination, I'm here, desperate without him; please don't torture me like this!! What have I done to deserve it?!! PLEASE ANSWER ME!!!!!!!
I want answers, if I deserve something, I deserve them!!, no one no one has ever felt like this before it's as if my soul was stabbed, ripped, torn, tortured and left there to die slowly and painfully with the image of your clear in my mind...
I cannot feel, I'm inhuman again.... tactless, cold, indifferent, not loveable and unable to love again, I'm dead in soul....
I thought that you were my salvation to this madness that was , and know is taking over me every second it passes, that maybe you could recover the little sanity that still lives deep inside of me. But now that you're gone, I have lost all faith in life; since you left me here alone I think life doesn't worth this suffering...
Maybe it's just sadness, or madness or a vague illusion but sometimes I fall you here with me, that you're still alive...
I cannot resign to loose you forever... I cannot live without you I will rather die... I need you to survive... I cannot forgive the one who took you away form me... Revenge is what I need, To expel my rage and fury, Commit murder... Death to the one who assassin you!!! She ripped my heart when she murdered you.....
I miss you so much... I don not have enough tears to cry for you... My whole existence is now a disgrace...
JUST COME BACK PLEASE!!!
I don't now what have I done, But if I did something wrong, I would be pleased to pay it with my life, So then I will be able to be by your side no matter what.
Years, months, weeks, days, Hours, minutes, seconds pass And still I love you. No matter how far you are, I know someday I'll reach you... No matter what retains me here, I'll struggle through it until I break through.
Now I should end this by ending my life too, With just one note:
SIRIUS BLACK I LOVE YOU!!!
DARKENING BLACK
I just can't believe that you're gone, That you lived me here alone, flew away, and abandoned me. I saw you grew fainter as you fall into the veil of death were, I last saw your pleasant face, your graceful movements and felt your radiant soul.
Laughing, laughing you were with that laugh only you could achieve, that invited everyone to still believe....
People may think I'm crazy, because of loving someone who's dead, But my love will only end when the darkness reigns and my soul is leaded through the path of hell.
My life is nothing without you, and living it has no case, you were my world my everything, all my happiness all my peace...
Without you I can no longer stay in this world, I'm lost without you guide...
And if you can here me beg my lord, how could you have taken away from me that abruptly all my hope, my soul, and my reason to continue living?!
Oh! The pain inside my chest is so great that sometimes it seems that suicide may do a nice change!!!!
My madness is beyond imagination, I'm here, desperate without him; please don't torture me like this!! What have I done to deserve it?!! PLEASE ANSWER ME!!!!!!!
I want answers, if I deserve something, I deserve them!!, no one no one has ever felt like this before it's as if my soul was stabbed, ripped, torn, tortured and left there to die slowly and painfully with the image of your clear in my mind...
I cannot feel, I'm inhuman again.... tactless, cold, indifferent, not loveable and unable to love again, I'm dead in soul....
I thought that you were my salvation to this madness that was , and know is taking over me every second it passes, that maybe you could recover the little sanity that still lives deep inside of me. But now that you're gone, I have lost all faith in life; since you left me here alone I think life doesn't worth this suffering...
Maybe it's just sadness, or madness or a vague illusion but sometimes I fall you here with me, that you're still alive...
I cannot resign to loose you forever... I cannot live without you I will rather die... I need you to survive... I cannot forgive the one who took you away form me... Revenge is what I need, To expel my rage and fury, Commit murder... Death to the one who assassin you!!! She ripped my heart when she murdered you.....
I miss you so much... I don not have enough tears to cry for you... My whole existence is now a disgrace...
JUST COME BACK PLEASE!!!
I don't now what have I done, But if I did something wrong, I would be pleased to pay it with my life, So then I will be able to be by your side no matter what.
Years, months, weeks, days, Hours, minutes, seconds pass And still I love you. No matter how far you are, I know someday I'll reach you... No matter what retains me here, I'll struggle through it until I break through.
Now I should end this by ending my life too, With just one note:
SIRIUS BLACK I LOVE YOU!!!
DARKENING BLACK