Lonely "Lonely"
A Rurouni Kenshin Songfic
by Thayet D'Ragon

Misao to Aoshi



"Show me the meaning of being lonely"
{Aoshi-sama, how do I put my feelings into words? I've loved you so much, and yet...}

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"So many words for the broken heart"
{I loved you since before I knew what love was...}

"It's hard to see in a crimson love"
{Has there been too much blood between us?}

"So hard to breathe"
{I'm holding my breath...}

"Walk with me, and maybe"
{Don't leave me again...}

"Nights of light so soon become"
{The days pass so quickly, leaving only the night and dark between us...}

"Wild and free I could feel the sun"
{Your presence alone can brighten the dark...}

"Your every wish will be done"
{I'd do anything to keep you...}

"They tell me"
{Even if it means letting you go...}

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"Show me the meaning of being lonely"
{Are you happy when you're alone?}

"Is this the feeling I need to walk with"
{Or does your heart cry our for it's missing mirror...}

"Tell me why I can't be there where you are"
{Where have you gone, so far from me...}

"There's something missing in my heart"

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"Life goes on as it never ends"
{Every day the same... your silence is deafening...}

"Eyes of stone observe the trends"
{You're always so cold... I can't read you...}

"They never say forever gaze... if only"
{You're so empty... I wish I could ment that hole in your soul...}

"Guilty roads to an endless love"
{What could I have done to make you stay? What have I done to make you go...}

"There's no control"
{It's all so confused...}

"Are you with me now"
{You're so close, and still so far away...}

"Your every wish will be done"
{I'll do anything for you...}

"They tell me"
{Can I let you go...?}

*

"Show me the meaning of being lonely"
{You're always so far from my reach...}

"Is this the feeling I need to walk with"
{Should I keep reaching?}

"Tell me why I can't be there where you are"
{...Do you want me to reach you...}

"There's something missing in my heart"

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"There's no where to run"
{Where could I go?}

"I have no place to go"
{I can't surrender my love...}

"Surrender my heart, body and soul"
{I gave myself to you a long time ago, Aoshi-sama. I won't take it back now...}

"How can it be that you're asking me to feel
the things you never show"
{You've never said it, but I complete you...}

"You are missing in my heart"
{Because you complete me, too...}

"Tell me why can't I be there where you are"

*

"Show me the meaning of being lonely"
{I don't want to be lonely...}

"Is this the feeling I need to walk with"
{And I don't want you to go...}

"Tell me why I can't be there where you are"
{I'll stay with you forever...}

"There's something missing in my heart"
{Because you're all I need...}

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Standard Disclaimers apply...I don't own Aoshi-sama, Misao-dono, or the Backstreet Boys and their song. They're just being borrowed to fulfill an author's musings.
*sighs* I'm turning into a hopeless romantic.... somebody shoot me.

~Thayet