Hello Everyone =) Thank you for giving a quick try at my Fic! - Im sorry for the possible grammar errors and be nice im not english soooo :P
I Had this story in my head and did quite knew how to put it! i will try my best to make it clear and not confusing lol! Anyway thanks and enjoy
**** DISCLAIMER: I do not own Glee or the cast! bla blabla
How it all Started!
They were fifteen and they were in love...they never expected it to happen but it DID and in the most amazing and deep way either of them could ever imagined! For some its just ridiculous, nobody at such young age is supposed to know the meaning of love or completeness; to feel that THAT one person is there for the long run… For as long as they can imagine to live! It was summer and school would star in 3 weeks! Quinn knew that Being a cheerleader and Being in love especially with a woman wouldn't be easy but she found herself saying she didn't care... She didn't care about the consequences as long as Rachel was there for her... she never felt like this before it was like a force that couldn't be stopped and she didn't want to stop. She would have a hard time probably being pointed out even by her friends, her family and those that had nothing better to do and don't mind his own business… but she would rather take that anytime to even think about being without Rachel! She grew up in a family with limited love, without much affection and cold hearts, but there she was against all odds madly in love and happy… She couldn't hide it and didn't wanted to! All was perfect in her world and nothing or anyone could destroy it except the one person she thought would never hurt her, that would never break her and Leave her in the Dark In a matter of Hours everything Changed!
5 days to the End of Summer Break
Quinn was on her way to Rachel's house like always, and had that stupid "I'm-so-in-love" smile on her face; she picked up a rose from her neighbor garden and thanked the lovely old lady for letting her pick the flower. She was a bit concerned with Rachel cause when she called something didn't felt right, Rachel didn't talked much which was highly unusual and almost… almost… seemed like she didn't wanted her to stop by her House.. But the most weird things was, (and this must sound ridiculous )but actually Rachel didn't ended the call with the soft "I love you" that she always did. Quinn didn't wanted to think to much of it... It was probably nothing and she was worrying in vain but she had a strange feeling that something was wrong!
After 20 minutes of deep thinking and also great anxiety for seeing her girlfriend Quinn finally made it to the berry's house. She knocked on the door and Rachel opened it in a rather cold manner, the blond smiled happily and leaned down to kiss her but Rachel just turned her face around and pretended to busy herself… Ok something was definitely wrong.
"Rach? What's wrong?" The Blond whispered almost afraid to hear the answer.
"We need to talk Quinn; can you go and wait for me in my room? I'll be there in a few minutes ok?" the diva answered without even looking at the confused girl in front of her "Sure" was the only thing that she managed to say while the other girl made her way to the bathroom! She was shaking so hard and she had no idea why, she couldn't think of anything that would make Rachel upset with her, she had never seen her angel like that... She wasn't mad, she was just indifferent and THAT scared her cause Rachel Berry is not known for being indifferent to anything!
After almost 15 painful minutes she feels a presence behind her in the room and she doesn't even have to look to know its Rachel. "I don't want to be with you anymore Quinn... It's time for us to go on our separate ways, to get ready for a new school year and pretend nothing happened between us!" she never thought that words could hurt that much, she felt like she was literally stabbed on her chest… her eyes started to burn, she couldn't breath properly she collapsed on her knees and started to cry, silent sobs that turned to desperate everything in her was in pain when she finally managed to say a simple "Why? Was it something I did?" the brunet put a hand on her shoulder and she could sense someone shaking but she wasn't sure if it was her or Rachel " It's not your fault Quinn, you were perfect you ARE perfect.." the blond cut of in enraged screams" then WHY? Tell me Rachel WHY? Cause I'm fucking lost here" silence fell in the room and they both stared at each other; hazel eyes begging for an explanation and hopeful that Rachel would change her mind. But she didn't instead she only said "I have my Dreams Quinn, and they are bigger then everything even you… being known as gay isn't good for my career and lets not even start with your family.. We are better of without each other"
She couldn't believe she was hearing this, must be a nightmare cause its not possible that the girl that not even 24 hours ago was telling her that she loved her and couldn't live without her is the same girl that is now saying this barbarities "This is not you Rachel, it can't be you.. " She whispered more to convince herself "it is me Quinn; you need to move on... You know me always the Dramatic one... I got carried away with my emotions and thought that I felt more for you then I actually do… " as the brunet was trying to reach out for her cheek Quinn Violently pushed Rachel back " Don't touch me ever again.. Don't you even dare to look in my direction, you are the worst player of all… you made me fall in love with you and then you dump me like garbage? " she was out of control and she knew it but she was so angry and furious … its was to much for her " Quinn you are over reacting… what is the big deal? I mean you are young and Gorgeous you have tons of people follow you around like puppies and.." Rachel was cut off of her ramble with and slap on her face, Quinn was Shocked with how cold and careless the other girl was towards her and she couldn't take it anymore, she turned to leave " Quinn I… "
Unable to look or hear the brunet any longer she venomously yelled "Just Shut up, Just Shut the fuck up..I hate you Rachel! So so much…you will pay for everything you did to me, I will be sure to make your life Hell"
The Blond ran as fast as she could, tears making their way down her face, she felt stupid, she felt used and the most pathetic thing was that all she wanted to do is turn around and beg rachel to change her mind, to stay with her...she had hear so many times the term " Broken Heart" and she always thought it was ridiculous but now that she felt it, she thought to herself that broken is a rather light term to explain how she was feeling her hear wasnt broken.. it was crushed in to dust...But she was Quinn Fabray and she wouldnt allow anyone to treat her like trash, Hell she was popular and one of the most wanted girls in Lima and here she was crying for a loser like rachel, Nah... she wont give the brunet the taste of victory Rachel played her but two can play the game Get ready World the Head Bitch is back and better then ever and her main target one RACHEL BERRY she said she would make the girls life Hell and she will do it...she will feel all the pain she was feeling as long as she lived!
And she did... Just like promised she made Rachel's life HELL and she still does 2 years later; she was consumed by hate and Vengeance but she hates herself the most cause even after what happened two years ago her heart still beats faster every time she sees Rachel, her eyes keep searching for her in the Halls and it absolutely KILLS HER that even after all the slushies, the pranks, the public humiliation, and name calling The Diva never fought back and never like NEVER looked at her with anger or rage she was simply resigned like it was her destiny, she never reacted and that's not the girl she knew.. Or at least she thought she knew! But like always she was wrong I guess Rachel is a simple Loser after all and she wondered why she never saw that before… what was she even thinking when she looked at girl! It's confusing... But one thing she sure knows SHE REALLY HATES RACHEL BERRY!
