Your Death is my Fault

I sit here crying in my home

Death haunting my mind

I try to push sad thoughts away

But they engulf me anyways

I think of those who lost their lives

Fighting for the cause

Their faces fill my mind

As I crouch crying in my home

My dear sweet Prim

I miss you so much

You wanted to be a doctor

And I can tell you this much

You would have been great

You would have saved lives

The world should mourn you

Not go on with life

Then there's little Rue

You were so young

I will not forget

The good deeds you have done

You saved my life over and over

I wish I could tell you how sorry I am

For in the end you lost your life

Nothing can change that

I know that's true

But oh how I wish I could speak to you

Finnick, you were brave

You were strong

The sound of your death still rings in my ears

I have tears in my eyes as I think of you now

For I know you are gone and will not return

It makes me sad to think of the life

You could have had

You were married you had a son

Finnick you were great

You really were

I promise I won't forget

The sacrifice you made for the greater good

As I sit here remembering all of you

One thought still rings true

I killed you

With my pin

And my fire

With my bows

And my arrows

With my rebellion I killed you

I collapse and shake

With that sobering thought

I killed all of you

I try to tell myself

I did no wrong

It was the capitol

Who started the terrible fight

That in the end

Took your lives

But as much as I may try

The truth may not be changed

I know in my heart it is true

It was I who killed you

And for that I am sorry

Sorry you ever knew me