DISCLAIMER: I don't own anything belonging to legal rights to Gravitation.

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Chapter One:

Those Three Words

How could I do that to him! How could I do THAT to my Yuki? Sure, at first, I thought that it was him... damn that Tatsuha! I lay on my, I mean our, bed in a fetal position. Tatsuha placed his hand on my bare ribs. I shuddered at his touch, I just wanted my Yuki to come into the room and destroy his little brother.

"Shuichi." his voice sounded exactly the same as my lover's, but he had a different tone to his, "I told you that we even fucked the same"

"NO!" I yelled at the top of my lungs at Tatsuha, "You're nothing like my Yuki! He'll hate me now... it's your fault!" I shoved him away as a buried my head into a pillow as I bawled.

Tatsuha sighed and laid his head back onto Yuki's pillow. As I cried, I didn't even hear the door open, but I did hear Yuki's angry yell.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN HERE!"

I looked up at Yuki, who stood angrily in the doorway. His glare at me just made the tears flow even faster and I buried my head once more.

"I thought you were writing, Bro..." Tatsuha said happily to Yuki.

"Tatsuha! I'll kill you!" I heard Yuki's steps get closer to the bed. I knew he would most likely want to kill me as well. I was the one who cheated on him with his brother.

"Calm down, Yuki... We didn't do anything!"

"LIAR!" I yelled, still with my head in the pillow as I cried,"He raped me... I'm sorry, Yuki. I'm so sorry... please, DON'T HATE ME!"

"Tatsuha... get out... before I kill you..." Yuki's voice softened some, but it was still cold and hard as he spoke to his younger brother.

"I'm telling you that we didn't do anything, Bro..." I felt his weight lift from the bed and he walked out of Yuki's and my room. "Shu-chan..." Yuki sighed and sat next to me on our bed.

I winced, afraid that he would hit me. He usually would. "Yuki... I'm so sorry..."

"You idiot..." Yuki sighed again and picked me up into his arms.

I continued to cry, even as he held close to my naked body, "Yuki..."

"Don't say it, Shuichi... it's not your fault... it's mine. Why do you always get hurt because of me..."

"Yuki... you're the one that got hurt because of me... I cheated on you... I'm so sorry..."

Yuki growled at me. He was either getting annoyed, or showing his anger. Probably both. "I said shut up... Do you ever listen!"

I buried my face between his shoulder blade and neck, the place where I found comfort when I was sad or scared.

Again, he sighed, but instead of pushing me away, he wrapped his arms around me, "Shu-chan... I'm the one that should apologize..."

"WHAT! Are you sure you're Yuki... you never apologize. It's my own fault for not noticing that Tatsuha wasn't you..." I wanted to scream at him. My thoughts and his words only made my tears fall faster and harder than before. I wrapped my own arms around him. I couldn't help but do so. "YUKI!"

My yell startled Yuki, making him falter backwards onto the bed slightly, and for a split second, I was on top, "Shuichi, get off of me..." He growled slightly, the softness and kindness leaving his voice.

"Sorry!" I exclaimed and rolled off of Yuki. I had nearly forgotten about my nudity, which I didn't really care about covering up, especially in front of my own lover. I just sat on the bed, the way I usually did, like some sort of animal. My cheeks were red and my eyes were puffy and swollen from crying. Tears still flowed freely from my eyes.

Yuki rolled his head to a side so he looked at me, his normally cold, hard eyes soft and warm. A small smile on his face.

"huh? Yuki.. you're scaring me..." I cocked my head to one side as I stared at Yuki. His smile sent chills tinging down my spine.

"Shuichi..." His voice was sing-song-ish, almost too inviting, but still made a smile creep across my face, "come here, my Shuichi."

What? There's something wrong with him... he seems a little too nice... My eyes widened and I looked at the bedding, "Yuki...I... I love you..." I didn't understand it at the moment, but the words just had to be said and at that moment. I had told him before, but I had just cheated on him, he had to know that I was still his, not that damn Tatsuha's.

When I looked back up at him, it hadn't even been a few seconds, he was nearly completely undressed and right in front of me, "I know, Shuichi. I love you too." He placed his hand behind my head, his fingers passing through my pink hair. He pressed his luscious lips to mine, but I couldn't kiss him back. As soon as he had uttered those three particular words, I started crying again.

He said it! He finally said that he loved me

When the shock had finally left me, Yuki looked at me with concerned golden eyes, "Shu-chan, are you alright?"

I nodded, still crying, "YESSSSSSSSS!" I fell forward and latched onto Yuki, "Did you mean it? Do you really love me?"

Yuki nodded and pushed me down, softly, so I was lying on my back, "Of course I mean it, Shuichi. I'll say it again, if I have to." He hovered above me, his hands next to my head.

I shook my head, "No... not at the moment, but I would like to get it recorded," I joked. I wasn't sure if he could tell that I was joking, seeing as I was still crying.

"Shut up..." Yuki growled.

His elbows bent, I saw through the sides of my eyes, and before I could do anything, I felt Yuki's lips on mine once more. I wasn't one to argue, so I opened my mouth to allow his tongue to enter and explore.