Looking out, there is nothing. Silence haunts me on this this cold winter morning. Each and every day our population decreases. Taken far into the unknown on a train, locked into a gas chamber, or shot and killed right here on the spot. I've gotten used to it here now, in our small apartment here in Auschwitz. This is where my love, Randy and I will most likely spend the rest of our lives.
A small moan startles me. When I look over I see Randy wide awake. He's so thin and frail. His skin is paler than ever too. My stomach turns to knots as I see the weak image of my love. My Love.
"Johnny, I…I'm hungry," Randy whimpers out shakily.
I crawled back in bed next to him and held him tight. He's starving. Tears welled my eyes. I couldn't believe I was seeing this. Hearing this. The loud growls his stomach made in the night. It sounds painful.
"I'll feed you, Randy. I'll go out and find you something. Anything." I say.
"I can't let you go out there. I don't what them to hurt you."
Them.
That word has become evil to me. All I imagine is the dull beige uniforms, the swastika patches, it was awful. 'Them' is all we could call them. No emotion, no remorse, But evilness.
"They won't. Won't you let me go? It's time I take care of you, you've always taken care of me, so now it's time I return the favor. That's what love is. It's what our love is. You'll die if you don't give this a chance."
" As will you. You haven't eaten either. I can't let you be alone out there. You're all I have. You're everything I ever needed. If I don't have you, then I'll die."
"Randy, I can feed you all the love I have and more, but no matter how much I love you, it won't fill your stomach." I said, kissing his forehead.
Sooo…. This is another thing I might post up here sooner or later. Maybe. I don't know yet for sure.. but anyhow this is just a little taste of what's going on! To be honest, this should have been posted in mid-summer but you know, I'm not one to be very productive.. Haha. You guys will probably be seeing a lot of my stuff more often this month since it is my new year's resolution to try and catch up and not procrastinate! Reviews would be lovely, thanks! (: