Disclaimer: I unfortunately own none of the Harry Potter characters, just thecrappy characters&plotI made up...
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I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the lie
I smile as I feel there satisfaction, as the poor muggle lay there
lifeless, But it's not of my own feelings, it's there's. there sick twisted little
thoughts, but hay why not use it to my advantage. That way I live for another
day, but I only do it for you my love, only for you. it's hard for me to
under stand how I got sucked into this mess, but here I am. & it's all be
cause of you. I took the mark because you did, practically sold my soul to the devil. I've lived a lie played the perfect little house wife by day & cold blooded
murderer by night. I didn't know what I was doing was wrong, all I did
know was you & only you. You blinded me like a fever making me disoiented,
confused, & you made me see what was never there & it had all felt so right...
And now I see what I really am
A thief, a whore, and a liar...
No longer plagued by you fever, I see what it really was, a lie, a lie that has now
doomed me to hell, for I truly doubt God could've forgive some one like me. I've
committed more crimes than most ever could've in an entire lifetime & I'm only 27 or maybe it was 29, one could never be sure when they've been consumed in one thing or in this case one person for so long...
I'm numb to you. Numb, death and blind
you give me all but the reason why...
Every time I try to leave you I can't, & you know this so you use it to your
advantage. You've given me anything everything & all, but what I want the most,
though's three little word I know will never grace your lips, but I've said them to
you for as long as I can remember. "I love you"...
I reach but I feel only air at night
Not you not love just nothing...
Your never there when I need you the most. I wake in the middle of the night to always find myself alone, your side of the bed is always empty except when you use me to satisfy your own cravings, but it's never out of love, just lust. Hollow empty unfulfilling lust...
Don't leave me here by myself
I cant breathe...
Then leave me like a discarded shell empty & unimportant. I suddenly feel so cold with out you & as you shut the door it consumes me, suficating me, driveing me slowly into insainity...
I run to you
Call out your name...
I stumble to the door screaming "SRVERUS PLEASE COME BACK!" Renching the door open I see you walking further away,mot fazed by myplee in the least...
I see you there
Farther away...
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I altered Amy Lee's song just a tad to fit my story, I just took out the verse that is already ther once again cause I wanted an element of surprize as to whom it is she speaks of...
okys well...tell me what you thought, but no flames or I will not hesitait to flame you back & no nagging about grammer! I try my best!