So this is my first ever fanfic. So people be gentle with me but if you see something I should improve on let me know so I can become a better writer. Also I don't own anything related to Glee. Also Artie and Brittany are still together.

SPOV:

It's senior year and life kinda pretty much freakin' sucks. Brittany is still with Christopher Reeves pushing him around school like it's ok or something. She was sitting on his lap during gym class today. She sits on his lap and rolls around the track while I have to run my four laps. I don't understand why none of the gym teachers tell her to get off his lap and run her stupid mandatory laps like everyone else who isn't disabled. They also stop every ten seconds so he can kiss her; I hate him.

Then out of nowhere Jimmy Foster hit me with a full frontal slushie facial today. That little prick. I mean, I just got done gym class and he comes and does this? I would've totally slammed him if Puck wasn't there to pull me away and push me into the nearest girl's bathroom. Puck saved his ass. Cause it was about to go down. Seriously.

I've never been this low on the social totem pole and it's scaring me. Being in glee and a semi-closeted gay has ruined my once pristine reputation. Well, I don't have a pristine reputation since I've slept with so many people and all, but it was still better than the one I have now. Not being a Cheerio kinda helped ruin it too, I guess.

And you know what's crazy? After, she rejected me for four wheels. Do wheel chairs have four wheels or two wheels? …. Anyway! She still has the nerve to call me and ask if we wanna get our sexy on. (Justin Timberlake has influenced Britt a lot over the years I guess.) She is so inconsiderate to me and my feelings.

I can't really be that mad at her though. I went and got my sexy on with her two times before this time right now. But she literally begs me to come over and I was never good at not doing what Brittany wants when she begs.

You ever feel so disappointed with yourself after you do something you know you shouldn't do? Well, that's how I feel every time Brittany throws me out of her house on my ass, cause Artie's coming over to take her out. I need to grow a freakin' spine when it comes to that girl.

BPOV:

I was seriously ready to get something started with Santana cause she was kissing me in that spot she knows drives me crazy. Like when I put Lord T in my little sister's clothes and he looks like he is having convulsions wiggling around on the floor trying to get them off so he and his tail can be free. That's the kinda crazy Santana brings out of me when she kisses me in the crook of my neck. But Artie texted me that he would be over my house soon to take me out to dinner with him. He has really bad timing.

" San you have to leave… now."

" Why? I mean, we didn't even get to properly make out yet? And I just got my shirt off! I'm not leaving here frustrated Brittany."

She doesn't like it when we start something and don't finish it. She gets really mad at me. She kisses me on my lips next. Santana kisses have been known to cause explosions behind my eyelids. It was a small explosion this time though. Artie was coming over.

" Artie is picking me up soon."

I whisper when she's about to kiss me again. She looks down at me. Disappointed now; The frustration is gone from her face after I tell her Artie is coming.

"Oh."

Man, she looks like I just ran over her favorite little black dress with a lawnmower. I'm surprised she still comes over cause I always kick her out when Artie is about to come over. After what's happened between us, she still comes over because I want her to, even though she really doesn't want to at all. I know Santana and she's acting like she's fine that I didn't pick to be with her. I love her, I really do, more than anything, but I'm really scared of being with her. San isn't known for being a faithful or a good girlfriend to people.

" You can come over and hang out later though if you want. After my date with Artie."

"You know what B? I think that we should take a break from each other for a while."

" Is this because Lord T was watching us while we were making out? I can kick him out next time."

I know it's not because of Lord T. It's because I've been hurting her this whole time and she's finally had enough.

"He was in here?" "…Well," She sighs, "that's not why."

I hate when she sighs like that. It means she's tired of fighting. Tired of thinking I'll dump Artie for her. She looks down at the floor like all of a sudden looking in my eyes is the worst thing in the world. It makes me feel like crap.

"You have a boyfriend."

She spits out the word boyfriend like it's a curse word or something. Artie isn't that bad of a boyfriend. He wouldn't be as great as Santana but he's a close third. Mike Chang is my second choice, even though Tina likes to hog him.

" And I think we should give him some respect or whatever and not, like, hook-up anymore."

" I thought respect was something you don't give to people no matter what?"

"I'll see you in Glee or something."

She rushes out of my room and comes back five minutes later because she forgot to put her shirt on. She picks it up off my floor, blushing the whole time. She's adorable.

So please let me know how I did for my first time doing this. And point out mistakes as well. Also let me know if I should even continue with story at all. Thanks. Also thanks to DunderMifflinite for looking this over for me. That was really nice and I appreciate it.