Ummm, well this is my first fanfiction and as you wouldn't expect, I don't mind flames. Hey, I find out what people like and dislike. This will probably be a terrible story, but I don't care because I'm writing this over a bowl of ice cream and my iPod.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan or Percy Jackson and the Olympians
ANNABETH'S POV
Do ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you feel you just don't belong
And no one understands you
When I found out Luke had joined Kronos, I felt as if my heart was being ripped out of my chest. I thought that I was having some twisted nightmare and any second now, I would be shaken awake by a certain son of Hermes who would hug me and tell me that it was okay. But it wasn't. And I just couldn't accept, even though everyone would try to tell me, that my first love was evil.
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
I would lock myself in my cabin and I would sob. I would just cry my heart out until my sobs became screams. I wouldn't listen to my brothers and sisters, they just didn't understand me like Luke did.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't no what it feels like to be like me
Nobody knew what it was like, to lose someone they loved. I didn't feel like myself.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't kno what it's like
Welcome to my life
I felt as if I was cursed. My curse was to forever be tortured. I felt like I was constantly being kicked and punched in the gut.
Do you want to be someone else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you so desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
I would wish and pray that the person who joined Kronos was some other Luke that I didn't know. I would hear muffled whisperes about Luke that I couldn't know about. I just wanted him back.
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With there big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding
I was sick of everyone coming up to me, trying to comfort me. I hated my life and I just wanted it to be over. People would come over and tell me that Luke would come back and they would put on their fake smiles. I was dying, I was stuck in my own world while everyone accepted the fact that Luke was Kronos.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be me
Nobody knew who I felt; how hurt I was.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Whenever someone brought Luke up, the pain multiplyed by hundreds. I would want to die that minute.
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
I would put on a show. I would pretend that everything was okay when it wasn't. I was stabbed in the back by the person I loved. We had been through so much together, so much hard work.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
I hated this. I hated everyone because they said Luke was evil and he would never be good again. I loved him. No one could help me but Luke.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I know what it's like to feel like everyone has abandoned me, to feel useless, to feel like everyone hated me. I've been hurt. I've been hurt one too many times.
Wow. I really don't like writing song lyrics. Anyway, I think this turned out pretty good. Please review. I want to know what people think. By the way, I'm actually a percabeth fan, but when I heard this song, I had a crazy idea.
Well, tell me what you think.
Review.
