Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach Tite Kubo does and i'm pretty sure the author is a boy and i'm a girl...

This is a songfic to descibe the relationship between Ichimaru Gin and Rangiku Matsumoto it's practically rangiku speaking to Gin... Also I'm only repeting the chorus part (the one part that repetes over and over again) once!

Song: My Immortal

Artist Evanescence


I'm so tired of being here, supressed by all my childish fears

Rangiku relationship with Gin is almost tradgic...

And if you have to leave I wish that you'd just leave 'cause your presence still lengers here

Gin had left time to time but he'd always come back...

And it won't leave me alone, these wounds won't seem to heal

The fact Gin would leave time and times again would scare Rangiku and even hurt her

This pain is just to real, there's just to much that time can not erase

Gin left for good leaving Rangiku with so much pain, What he'd done couldn't be forgiven...

When you'd cry i'd whipe away all of your tears, when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears, I held your hand for all of these years...

Rangiku had lived through it all with Gin they were Childhood friends...

And you'd stil have all of me...

And even so after all he'd done Ichimaru would still always have Rangiku...

You used to captivate me by your resinating lite, now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Now that Ichimaru's gone Rangiku's still torn in half holding on to her presious memories that could never leave her...

You face it holds, my once plesent dreams, you voice it chased away, all the sanity in me

The memories Rangiku has of Ichimaru run so deep they haunt her dreams

I've tried to hard to tell my self that your gone

Even after Rangiku had grasped the fact she'd never get to see Ichimaru again with out having to kill him...

But though your still with me i've been alone all along

She still loved (but at the same time hated) him and since Ichimaru is still amoung the living and still with her (in a way) She's really been alone all this time...


LarvaxMiyu31: Hey peoples i hope you understood what i was thinking when i wrote this Hope you liked it R&R please

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