A/N: Donut Hole, song by Hachi, sung by Gumi. Love this song. I remember when I first heard it, I had it on constant repeat, and I would sing it all the time, and my mother was just about ready to kill me. I would say that it feels nostalgic, except that this happens nearly every week. With a new song almost every time. Some songs are reoccurring, though.

Lolli disclaims the stuff that isn't hers. Nyan.

I can't remember you.

I know that I knew you. But I just don't remember you . I can see the face, but I know nothing else about that person. There's just a huge hole in my memory. The only thing I remember about that hole in my memory is that I don't remember anything.

I can chase the day or the night, trying to catch these memories, but I can't remember anything except your face, with its bright blue eyes and dark hair. I can't even remember your voice. Only your face, but I want to know more. No, I need to.

It bothers me so much... I want to remember, but I can't. It's keeping me from getting to sleep, and I have a feeling that if I told you, you'll laugh about it. That's just the kind of person you are. I think.

I'm forgetting even the warmth that you gave me, and I'm so scared that I'll never meet you ever again.

My parents and friends worry because I don't smile as much as I used to. But I can't help not being able to. Something, just something, is missing.

But since I have no proof that you were here, I can never say that you were here. So I just have to wait to see if I can remember, because no matter how hard I try, those memories of that person stays locked away. Sometimes I wonder how things would be if I never knew you. Would I feel more relief? Or would I still be searching for something?

I'm losing the voice that you gave me, and when I think about how I'm not going to see you again, tears start flowing, and I can't help it. I don't even know who I'm crying for.

Slowly, I lose my sanity. Or that's what they think. Mother and father send me away. But I know that something is missing. Even if they send me to the other side of the world, even if decades pass.

Then I realize that I had proof of your existence the whole time.

There was a hole in my heart, where you were supposed to be. That is the only proof I need to know that you were here at some point. It doesn't change anything though. My heart feels like it'll rip apart in pieces from loneliness. Because you are not there for me. Even if this hole is metaphorical, what is pouring out of it is my life.

And finally, my body temperature starts leaving my body. I'm dying. And I'll never be able to see you again. Ever.

The tears pour. There's no sound. I'm going to die, with myself incomplete.

Then I remembered.

The eyes that I had closed immediately opened. That small, word, I remembered it.

Your name was-

"Urgh... Where... Where am I?"

I opened my eyes. I didn't have much memory... And I only remembered one name.

"You're now my shinki, Hiyori... I am a god, Yato."

The person beside me spoke. He had dark hair and the most beautiful blue eyes ever. He had a smile on his face, one that I know and love.

Yato.

The tears spring to my eyes, and I wrap my arms around the person who was missing from my heart.