Hey Guys!!!! Happy New Year Btw! =)

So i got bored thought i would write this, its not amazing or anything...But would love reviews!

Its a brucas fic, set after the last ep we have seen of season 7. Lucas comes back =O !!

I don't hate Leyton btw, just like brucas more ;). haha.

Anyways please review =). Thanks Guys xo

Oh, and i own nothing to do with OTH, if this actually happens in season 7 (which it so wont).. i had no idea. I don't own yellowcard either, just love there songs ;).

Come Back To Me- Chapter 1

Watching the days burning out like a cigarette,
Just a few drags to go.
You built me up
And you broke me down,
Somehow.

Everything just seemed so clear to me
Nothing left to know.
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure,
Right now.

x- Brooke -x

"Brooke, whats wrong?"

Shit.I know that voice, the voice that sends shivers down my spine, at every single word, every single time. But why was he here? He was happy now, he doesn't come around here for casual visits anymore. So today of all days, he actually does. Just my luck.

I laugh as i turn my face away and quickly wipe away the tears. Don't ask why i laugh, its not funny. Its just part of the act, to make me look happy.

"Nothing, just had something in my eye."

Something in my eye?... God im such an idiot. So at this i turn around and fake smile, showing of my signature dimples. "So Luke, what brings you here?"

He shakes his head, he doesn't believe my excuse. Honestly though, who would? As he shakes his head he begins to slowly walk closer to me. "That doesn't matter now. Brooke tell me whats wrong."

He comes closer in slow motion, this is my cue to get up and start acting i quickly get up and walk over to my bag, i rumage through it trying to look like im seriously looking for something. I have no idea what im doing. But i have to keep cool, keep the emotions at bay. Because if i open up to him, i wouldn't be able to stop. I would ruin everything, and everyone.

"Nothing Luke, im fine, honest."

Liar.

I shut my eyes tight when i hear him slowly walk up behind me, hes so close to me, but yet so far.

He stops just a few steps behind me and asks the dreaded question. Everyones going to be asking me it soon, but i just hadn't planned what i was going to say, how i was going to react. He is the last person i wanted to ask me. "Wheres Julian?"

And at that i begin my frantic search in my bag again. God knows what im pretending to search for...Hope? Hapiness? ..Love?

I don't look at him when i try to keep my voice from shaking, "Julian...Julians not here."

I can tell hes shaking his head confused the now, hes been away with Peyton and Sawyer, he thought i was happy, happy with Julian.

"Where is he?"

My hands freeze, i can no longer pretend to be searching my bag. I bite my lip to hold back the tears. "Were finished. He's with Alex now."

Lucas comes closer behind me and places his soft hand on my shoulder, "Brooke im so sorry."

His touch, his touch kills me.

But i cant move.

I nod my head slowly as i whisper, "Me too."

Its then that i feel a tear slide down my cheeks. Shit, i can't let him see. He'll never leave. Not like thats something i don't want. But i cant want that anymore. Hes with Peyton now, my bestfriend, and they have a daughter, my goddaughter.

"Lucas you should go, i have hunners to do."

I want him to nod and walk away, say something along the lines of "Okay..um i'll call you later Brooke." But as i know, what Brooke Davis wants, she never gets.

He gently turns me around, so that im facing him. I look down in embarresment. This is exactly what i didn't want to happen.

"Brooke are you crying?"

I don't say anything, but the tears that now fastly glide down my cheeks answer for me.

"Brooke..." He muffles as he pulls me into him and wraps his arms around me. I feel like such an idiot, because hes hugging me in a protective big brother way, yet i want him to hug me differently.

"Come sit down the now." he says and he takes my hand and leads me to the couch, where he sits inches from me.

I pull myself together and look at him, i don't know what to say. So i laugh. Its a nervous stupid laugh but i hope it changes the mood.

"Stop that Brooke."

I look at him, now im confused. I sniffle a little before i speak, "Stop what?"

He runs his hand through his hair, showing frustration. "Stop hiding your feelings, stop acting like everythings fine, when its not!"

I raise my eyebrows. How exactly would he know if my lifes not fine, he hasn't been here. So thats exactly what i say, "How would you know Lucas?! You havn't been here."

"I know because you're shutting everyone out. Haley. Nathan. Peyton. And me....and i know because, i know you Brooke Davis.."

Hes right. I've never let anyone in more than i let Lucas Scott in. He was my everything. Sure i tried with Julian, i really did.. but after Lucas there has always been something stopping me. A wall. The fear of letting my heart getting crushed into a million pieces, again.

"You don't know me anymore Lucas."

Thats a lie, obvcourse he does. But a part of me wants me to make him feel bad, feel guilty for ever leaving me.

"Brooke, i still know you."

I shake my head as the tears begin to fall again. This has to stop. Right now. So i get up and stand next to the front door. "You should go Luke."

Funny huh? How all this time i've wished he would walk back through this door, and now im telling him to get back out.

He gets up, and i shut my eyes in pain when i realise hes going. Again. They always go. Always leave me.

"Im not going anywhere, not again, not untill you're okay."

God did he actually just say that? I feel like pinching myself, because hes fighting, for me. But he doesn't realise i will never be okay, untill i have him. And that will never happen again.

"Lucas please just.."

He cuts me off, he sounds angry. "Please what Brooke?! Please go?.. I've missed you Brooke. We use to be so close, such good friends. I miss you wanting me to comfort you."

We use to be more than friends, thats what i miss.

I shake my head, confussed because i know what i want to say, i just don't know what i can say.

"Brooke, let me back in." In almost sounds like a cry. I want to, but then i'll get greedy and want more. It would be easier just to have nothing to do with him, but Lucas isn't having any of it.

..."Please.."

"What do you want me to say Lucas? How much my life sucks now?! How fed up i'am of having the things and the people i love leaving me?! How much i sometimes hate my life?..." Im crying now as i yell but i need to carry on now, "...Or how much i miss you Lucas?!..Because its all true!..I miss you so much..."

He stares at me, his blue eyes saying nothing. I cry harder, expecting him to leave now because he walks right infront of me. He doesn't touch me but his hand reaches out for the door. Thats it he's gone. All my fault.

But he doesn't leave.

I look up confused.... Wait. Hes locking the door...

Hes right infront of me now. His hands cup my face and he lifts my chin up so that our eyes lock. "I miss you too Brooke. So much. So much, it hurts. I know i shouldn't now..but i can't help it. Its just took me a while to realise..."

I screw my face up and take a deep breath in an attempt to hold back the tears..."Realise what Lucas?"

He pulls his face closer, so his lips are just inches away from mine, our eyes still locked.

His hot breath making my heart beat dangerously fast, so fast im sure he can hear it beat.

"That i'm the guy for you Brooke Davis, and you're the girl for me."

Intoxicated the edge is serrated,
So easily torn from the core.
I blushed the first time,
But you blushed the last time
My eyes hit your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred,
I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down
This time.

And I would wait for you, ooh
If you would wait for me, yeah.
I will wait for you, ooh
if you will wait for me, yeah.

How can you say,
That its too late
To save us now..?

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