This is my new fanfic which I will update everyday (well I will try to). This chapter is basically a chapter to sum up her life so far and to try and explain a few details. Please read, review and favorite!
Month 1 - Day 1
My life has been hard, very hard. My dad died in Afghanistan after he stepped on a land mine. He was amazing. Well that's what my mother said to my younger sister and me after his funeral when I was 8 and my sister was 6. We have both had it hard. We have had to learn how to look after each other, when we get bullied at school because our dad died. All I know is that for all my life I have wanted to be like him…An army medic who helps people who need it most.
I got told all the time when I was younger that he was a great man who saved many lives but I didn't know him. We were always moving towns and he was constantly away from home. It didn't help that mother cried most of the time, she was so worried he was not coming home alive and well but in a wooden box.
My sister was the worst though she was really young when he started going away so when he came back she hardly recognized him. He was devastated that she didn't recognize him and nearly quit the army but in the end saving people was what he loved and did best. So he apologized to us about all this and then went back to the army.
I am doing this in his honor. I want to make him proud like he did every single time he came home with stories about people who he saved, how thankful they were and how much he had risked to save them. I have moved away from my hometown, my mother and my sister and have moved to Plymouth where I will now be working at Plymouth hospital as a F1.
I know it will be exciting working in an actual Emergency Department and saving peoples lives everyday but all I want to do is follow in my dad`s footsteps and train to be an army medic. I just have to work hard, keep my head down and not get involved with anyone. No friends, no allies and defiantly no enemies to destroy my dreams.
I start at work at 8am, first having to find a Dr. M Williams who will show me to my mentor and then I can start work. I finish at 6pm a classic shift of mine that I will do 5 days a week.
I have settled into a nice flat in the center of town where I can cycle to work in 15 minutes and enjoy long runs through parks to let all my anxiety out. I have decided to write this diary to let y sister know how I feel if anything happens to me while I am in the Army. She needs to know that I wanted to do it and that I wasn't forced into it. I want her to take inspiration from two doctors who wanted to help save people and carry on what they wanted to do.
I might not get along with people like some people do but I know I want to make people better. I want to fix people because I couldn't fix my dad, both mentally and physically. Thanks to my dad I know never to trust men because they just rip you up and forget about you. When you need them most they are not there and in the end they leave you to fend for yourself in this hard world with wars, bombings, murdering, suicide and death. Women don't need men no matter what. We are stronger and cleverer than men plus we can multitask. Now I am going to show everyone that we can survive without men, my life starts now!
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