A/N: So I've been watching the Sailor moon series again and re-reading the manga, mostly out of boredom, and I've come to find out that I'm turning into one of those people who really enjoy the Haruka/Usagi pairing. Oh my! Hehe, anyway this shall be my first Sailor moon story so I apoloigize for any mistakes or grammar errors.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor moon
Chapter One: Dealing with Heartbreak
Usagi turned to the left and looked at her reflection in the mirror through foggy eyes. She couldn't tell if she really was begining to gain weight, or if it was just her own mind playing tricks on her again. But it didn't matter anyway. She didn't care anymore if she did gain weight and become unattractive. Mamoru no longer felt attracted to her and decided to dump her again. This time for good. Usagi tried to get him to reconsider, reminding him of the future and Chibiusa and their future roles. That just made him more angrier. None of that seemed to matter to him anymore. Usagi felt her stomach lurch at the agony of her broken heart and caused her to get sick again. After brushing her teeth, she headed back into her room. She slipped into a tank top and shorts and sat down on her bed. The painful flashback ran through her mind, causing tears to run down her face again. What was it about her that caused Mamoru to break up with her again? Was it the pressure of their future lives? Did he feel trapped with her because of their past? Or was he embarassed to be seen with a below average college student who could only afford a community college? Whatever it was, Usagi wanted to know the truth. The real truth.
"Mamo-chan... why?" Usagi mumbled to herself as she cried harder into her bunny pillow. "What did I do?"
A soft knock at her door made Usagi jump a little. "Usagi, sweetie," her mother's concerned voice was heard from the otherside. "Are you ok? You skipped dinner and desert."
"Y-yeah mom I'm fine," Usagi lied sniffling back her tears. "I'm just worried about college tests right now. I'll be fine. Really."
"Ok," her mother replied. "I'll go out and get you some ice cream. Your dad's working late tonight and Shingo's staying over at a friends house. Make sure you lock the door if you go anywhere."
"Ok mom, thanks," Usagi smiled a little at the mention of ice cream. She always seemed to find some comfort eating sweets. Although, this time, even a giant mountain sundae wouldn't fully heal her shattered heart. With a final sniffle, she sat her pillow aside and reached for the cellphone that was given to her for her 17th birthday. With her friends away at universitys, a cellphone was the only way she could get in contact with them. They wouldn't even answer their comunicators anymore.
"Someone please answer," Usagi begged as she scrolled through her contact list. She first started with Ami. No answer. Next was Makoto. No answer either. She then tried Minako. She answered! Unforunately she was stuck in a make up class today. Even on a Saturday college kids had classes. Usagi sighed in disappointment. Her final hope was Rei. Rei didn't answer either. Usagi sobbed and began to cry again. Her friends were too busy for her when she really needed them the most. She scrolled through her phone again, barely being able to see who she was searching for, Then one number caught her eye, even through watery vision. Haruka's. Usagi remembered Haruka giving her her number in case of emergencies. Usagi stared at her cellphone screen for a moment, Should she call Haruka? Haruka told Usagi to only call her when she really needed her. Usagi tried everyone else. And this was somewhat of an emergency. She finally found the courage and pressed the 'send call' button. She put her phone back up to her ear as the dial tone repeated a few times. After the 7th ring, Usagi pressed the 'end call' button on her phone.
"I guess she's busy too," Usagi mumbled to herself. She slid her legs up and wrapped her arms around her knees. "I have no one." she rested her head on her arms and stared at her window. 'Everyone's too busy. Ami-chan, Mako-chan, Rei-chan, Minako-chan. Even Luna.' she gripped her knees harder and turned her attention to the small pink coin purse she had bought with the money she received working part time at a bakery.
"I haven't been to the arcade in a while," she said to herself. "Maybe Motoki-san is working today."
Usagi stood up from her bed and grabbed a small demin jacket from her closet. With a quick fix up, she grabbed the small purse and headed out the door. The fall breeze caught her attention as she slowly walked down the large sidewalk. "Mmm... I love the Fall breeze," she said sofly. She closed her eyes and breathed in the cool air. Without warning, she took a step and bumped into someone. "Gah!" she cried out in surprise and fell backwards. "Ouch!"
"Are you ok?"
Usagi rubbed her side and stood up." Yeah I'm fine." she then gasped at the familar voice. "M-mamo-chan!"
"Are you following me?" Mamoru asked as Usagi picked herself up
"N-no, I was on my way to the arcade and..." she paused. "Mamo-chan please tell me! Why do you hate me now! What did I do wrong?!"
Mamoru sighed and turned his back to Usagi. " I don't hate you. I just don't love you anymore."
"B-but why?!" Usagi pleaded with the boy. "Please Mamo-chan tell me the truth! Is it because of the pressure we hold with our future lives? If it is, I feel the same way sometimes. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to be with you! We... its our destiny to be together!"
"Enough!" Mamoru shouted. "Why do you always guilt me with that?! Pluto even told us the future isn't set in stone! I shouldn't have to be with you just because of what we saw in the future and our past! I told you I don't love you anymore. Now stay away from me!" with being said, Mamoru dashed past a small crowd and disappeared around the corner.
Usagi stood there, shocked and speechless. She then feel to the ground and buried her face in her hands, letting out a loud scream. "MAMORU I HATE YOU!" Usagi screamed at the top of her lungs, not caring who stopped to watch her. The scream then turned into loud sobbing as she cried harder then she ever had before. Moments later, she picked herself up again and started walking aimlessly down the sidewalk, her eyes and mind completely blank. As she continued walking, she passed by a familar figure but didn't stop, nor did she notice.
"Dumpling head?" the familar figure watched as Usagi continued walking down the sidewalk like a lifeless corpse. "Hey! Usagi!"
Usagi stopped dead in her tracks and slowly turned to face the person calling out to her. "Ha... Haru...ka?"
"Hey, what's wrong?" Haruka asked after catching up. "You're face is red. Have you been crying?"
Usagi couldn't hold back her tears anymore and let the water drops fall down her face. " Haruka," she cried in pain. Before Haruka had a chance to reply, Usagi felt her knees give out and her vision go dark. She had blacked out.
When Usagi came to and regained consencness, she found herself in a large bed. "Where am I?" she groaned and rubbed the side of her head. "How did I get here?"
"You're at my place," a voice answered
Usagi gasped in shock and found Haruka standing in the doorway. "H-haruka!"
"Glad to see you're awake," Haruka sat down beside Usagi and handed her a small cup of water. "You passed out with I found you walking near the arcade. For a moment I thought you had died."
"I'm sorry," Usagi lowered her head. "I didn't mean to worry you. But thanks for rescuing me."
"What happened to you? When I found you you looked like you had been crying for weeks. Did you and Mamoru have a fight?"
Usagi then remembered what happened that afternoon. 'Stay away from me!' Mamoru's angry voice echoed in her mind. Usagi looked down at her water glass and felt her eyes swell up again with tears.
"Usagi?" Haruka looked at the small blonde with deep concern.
Usagi then threw herself at Haruka, spilling the water on the bed. "Haruka!" she gripped the sides of Haruka's shirt and cried on the woman's chest. "M-mamoru! He... he doesn't love me anymore!"
End of Chapter one! Did you like it? Please let me know. Don't worry. The good stuff starts in Chapter Two ^^