Hey guys - so this is set three weeks before Bella and Edward get married... Not sure if it's going to be a one off or not... we'll see! :)
EPOV:
It was three weeks until our wedding night. I was at the window about to enter Bella's bedroom when I saw something remarkable. It was Bella in her short pajama top. She looked beautiful, and I couldn't stop staring at her. Especially her legs which had nothing on them. I can't blame her, the weather lately had been incredibly hot and the last few nights it had interrupted her sleeping. I watched as she sat on the bed and began reading Withering Heights once again. I knocked on the window and she dropped the book. She ran over to the window and hesitated after realising she didn't have her pyjama bottoms on. It took her a second before her face was filled with that beautiful blush I love so much. She opened the window and stared at me. "Hello." She said smiling at me. "Can I come in?" She quickly laughed and moved back so I could get inside. I brushed her cheek with my right thumb and moved in closer for a quick kiss. "Withering Heights again?" She looked back at the book and smiled. She grabbed my hand and led me to the bed. "I was trying to distract myself until you got here." She turned off her lamp and got under the covers. I joined her removing my jacket. I hated having a long sleeve shirt on but it was the easiest way because at least I wouldn't make her too cold. She rested her head on my chest and began to take deep breaths. "What's wrong love?" I said trying not to remember how perfect and smooth her legs looked tonight. "Nothing, I just missed you today." She took another few deep breaths and continued. "How was hunting? Did Emmet behave?" I laughed and kissed her cheek "Does he ever?" She closed her eyes and shook her head. "I know, silly Bella." She kept her eyes close, but her heart beat picked up. "Bella, is something wrong?" She opened her eyes and looked straight into mine. "Do you think it would be okay if you took your shirt off?" I was about to stumble my way through a reply when she cut in "It's just, it's been really hot and maybe if I sleep right next to you I'll be a lot cooler." I smiled and nodded. "Okay." Bella leaned off me and I removed my shirt. I knew she was using an excuse, but I didn't care. She placed her head back on me, but her hand was lower. Her left hand was fumbling around my waist. It began to tickle me, her touch was light like a feather. I closed my eyes and drank everything in. She began to take more deep breaths and I felt like she was going to kill me. The hot air from her lips spread across my chest and I tried to keep my cool, and I probably would have if Bella kept her hand still. While I was collecting my thoughts I felt her hand move down lower. Of course she would play innocent if I told her not to go any further down, but honestly I didn't want to tell her that. I kept my eyes close and her breaths were becoming more erratic now. Her hand touched the top of my jeans and I flinched and moved her hand away. "What are you doing Bella?" She smiled and said quietly "I'm just touching you." Those words were too sexy for their own good. "Bella, we only have three weeks, can't you wait until then?" Bella laid her head back on my chest and I thought she had given up. Obviously not. I felt her hand move down again and this time I could hear the zipper move down. "Bella…" the zipper was open and I could feel her hand move towards my boxers. She got one finger in and I jumped up not thinking and standing besides the window. "Edward I'm sorry. It's just, I figured it wouldn't matter, it's only three weeks." "If its' only three weeks then why can't you wait? Why do you have to push this?" I wasn't facing her. Quickly I began to do my jeans up and again without looking at her I picked up my shirt and walked towards the window. "I think I'll stay at my place tonight." I put my hand on the window and heard her heart beat differently. I turned my face around and looked at her. She was crying, great work Edward! I ran over to her and just sat on the bed. "I'm sorry Bella, but I just can't." Bella had rolled onto her other side and wasn't facing me. I could hear the crying in her voice. "Okay Edward. I won't push you, I won't ask you again. I'm sorry" She jumped up and went to the door. I put my hand on hers. "You drive me crazy Bella. I'm going against every instinct in my body and just when I think I can handle it you go to bed looking like this?" I grabbed the sleeve of her shirt. "Do you have any idea how bad I want you?" Her tears instantly stopped. "Do you Bella?" I wiped them away and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. "Can you understand that I have never wanted anything more than to kiss you the way you've always wanted me to kiss you? Can you understand that I have to fight every urge not to take you right here? I couldn't think straight when I saw you wearing this!" my hands moved down to her waist and she smiled. "Just do it Edward. Please let go of your fears. We can do this, I believe in you, I believe in us." She grabbed my waist. "I'm afraid Bella. When you're changed-" She pushed her lips to mine and I couldn't control anything else. We walked towards the bed and I let her fall underneath me.
I was so tired of being so careful. I began to believe that maybe if I concentrated carefully enough I could stop myself if it got too dangerous. Our lips were locked together and just as I started to believe it I heard her moan for more. "Keep going. Don't stop." My hands slid up from her waist to under her arms and I brought the t-shirt with them. Her mouth pushed away from me and she looked down at her top, then back at my eyes. She moved her hands on top of her head and gave me a slight nod. I then slowly removed her shirt. My eyes nearly fell out my head when I saw that Bella wasn't wearing a bra. I tried to keep my cool so I moved away, down to her stomach where I began to lay kisses. She arched her back and her heart was beating so fast, it began to excite me. I looked up at her and I could tell she wanted to fold her arms, but she didn't. She just laid them next to her. I kept my eyes with hers and I began my trail of kisses from her belly button to the middle of her chest. I closed my eyes and held on her to body as tight as I could without breaking any of her bones. I could feel her hands move towards my hair and I stopped the kisses. I concentrated on keeping myself together. Her tiny fingers played with my hair and I'm sure she could feel the smile on my face which was placed on her chest. Then a whisper. "Keep going." I opened my eyes and slowly moved up closer to her chest. She gasped when she noticed I was staring at her chest. I wanted to be a gentlemen, really I did, but something inside of me was so sick of waiting. So my kisses began again this time leading over to her second I let one in my mouth I felt my grip on her body get tight. I forced myself to loosen the grip, but I had a feeling she didn't want me to. My lips held on to her nipple, and while it was in my mouth I let my tongue run over it slowly back and forward. Her hands moved to the side of my face and her legs wrapped themselves around me. I don't know if she knew she was doing it. But I was trying to go along with everything she would throw at me. My hands moved up and down and rested on her thighs. I let the nipple drop from my mouth and my kisses moved me over to her other breast. I was just about to the same thing to this nipple when I heard Bella's voice. "Touch me." I wanted to be sarcastic and ask her what did she think I was doing. Then I noticed where my right hand was. I stopped moving for a moment; just the idea of touching Bella like that was enough to throw me outside her window. The last thing I wanted was to disappoint her. So I moved across her so I could still tease her breast. My right hand moved slowly up her inner thigh and I felt dizzy. I took a breath which I shouldn't have because I could smell everything about her. Her wanting for me, her blood, I could even smell myself on her. My hand reached her underwear and I thanked God that she still had them on. I was not near ready to see her naked. My fingers slowly moved over her and she moaned again. I let her nipple go and I crushed her lips to mine. While doing this I moved my hand inside the underwear and gently slid my finger inside. Her eyes opened wider than I had ever seen them. Her grip was holding onto me the best she could. I let her feel some of my body weight and she whispered in my ear "More, please Edward?" I moved two fingers inside and I gently massaged her and our bodies moved in perfect sync. She grabbed my face and while I continued to touch her she looked down at my zipper. One of her hands moved to my arm, to encourage it. The other was undoing my zipper. She gently whispered in my ear while moving her hand down to feel me. "Please?" I couldn't say no to her, she knew that. I look down at her body and moved back for a second. The smile on her face instantly faded. Until I told her. "Okay. But if I hurt you-" "I know, I promise I'll tell you!" She moved up and began to unbutton my shirt. She threw it on the floor. Her focus was on my jeans, but I could tell she was feeling a little overwhelmed, so I layed her back and removed them without her help. I positioned myself and just before moving into her and I kissed her lips and told her I loved her. She bit her lip and told me she loved me also. Her cheeks were a beautiful scarlet red, I couldn't resist them. I placed a kiss on each one and looked Bella in the eyes as I joined her body with mine.
I don't remember much about being human. I remember what it's like to be warm, but this warmth was alien to me. As we moved together I felt like I was in heaven. As though I was actually allowed to go there. My hands traced all over her. I could feel her hot hands trail down from my hair, to my neck to my back to the beginning of my bottom. I wanted her to touch me, everywhere. But we were both nervous, I was too nervous to tell her and she was too nervous to ask. As I moved inside of her I grabbed her hands that were gently placed on my back and moved them down. She smiled and her body relaxed almost instantly. She moved her head back and exposed her bare neck. "Beautiful" I thought. And I wasn't thinkin about her blood. She opened her eyes and moved again so I had perfect access to her neck. I had a strange feeling like she wanted me to bite her. Since I couldn't without turning her I could still kiss her neck, suck on her neck, leave a mark on her neck. Would people know what we had done if I did this? I grabbed her face with my left hand and moved her face to the side and pressed my lips against her throat, then her neck, then her shoulders. I wanted drink her in. Every part of her. My body began to feel tight and I thought maybe this incredible journey was over. That I had found what I was looking for inside of Bella. But I realised that my body had only tensed because Bella's body had relaxed and she was now beginning to enjoy it. The "oohs" and "owes" had stopped and her grip was tighter. She was now encouraging me to enter her time and time again. She bit her lip and she must have done it too hard. A drop of blood appeared on her lips. All I wanted to do was drink it. But Bella didn't deserve a monster. She must have been able to tell was I was thinking, because at that moment she whispered to me. "Do it. You won't hurt me!" Why did she always under react to things? Again I didn't want to argue and I did what I thought I would regret later. I lowered my lips to her and I let her blood run down my throat, let it fill me up. She was right. I didn't hurt her. I felt what she was feeling. Calm, heavenly, blissful and loved. My lips crashed harder onto hers and I wasn't craving more blood. I was craving more of Bella. I felt out body's move faster and faster and I knew any minute now I would have to leave Bella's body. Any minute now I would have to be cold again. I wrapped my arms around her and she did the same to me and I gently rested my face on her shoulders and without wanting to, I growled. It was the safest outlet with Bella so close by. The end of our love making was the most intense thing I had ever experienced in over 100 years of living. I felt warm water fall onto my face and I realised Bella was crying. Oh God, had I hurt her without realising. Immediately I gave our bodies space. "Bella? What's wrong?" She shook her head. "I have been thinking about this for so long. I can't believe you trusted me enough to do this." I smiled and kissed her gently. "Me neither." We both cracked a little laugh and I hesitantly began to moved away from Bella and she stopped me. "No, stay, just for another minute." I smiled and nodded. When the time come for me to be just me again, no warmth wrapped around me I wanted to cry. So I held Bella as tight as I could. She rested her head on my chest and in the matter of five minutes she fell into the deepest sleep I have ever seen her in.
While she slept I let my eyes wander over her body. I began to feel Goosebumps on her so I grabbed her covers and placed the layers over us. I was too selfish to let her go, I hoped she wouldn't wait up freezing. Besides, she had her electric blanket that I could always turn on for her. The talking came about two hours later. "Window." I laughed and held her a little tighter. "What about the window?" I whispered into her hair. "He's coming through the window." I smiled and kissed her forehead. "I've got to get ready." I lifted my eyebrows. "Get ready for what?" She was quiet for another minute before saying "Tonight. I want it to be tonight." I laughed and closed my eyes. "Shirt would help." My eyes flew open. "What? What do you mean it will help?" She smiled and held on to me tighter. "Edward might let me." "Let you what?" She was quiet for another minute before saying her last words for the night. "Let me in." My lips turned into a smile. Had Bella planned this? Was this why she was wearing only a t-shirt to bed? I looked at the clock and waited for it to be morning until I could see her beautiful eyes.