Me:Okayy everyone this is my first FANfic ever..so please bare with me. The 1st chapter isn't all that excting(at least to me) but I believe that all good stories have a slow beginning. or atleast some of them do....but thats not the point.!

Naruto:Ohh a new FANfic! Kool! Am I in it??

Me:uhhh maybe?

Naruto:....You dont know? but the show and manga series was named after me!!

Me:yep...and I dont own Naruto or any of the characters...sadly.

Naruto:You dont even know!?!

No....I can't believe he left me. I can't believe he'd...he'd choose Orochimaru. And I really thought that he was the one. I looked for the signs and I thought they were there. Sasuke was suppose to be my soul mate. It has to be him! Who else could it be? Haha (mom) would never lie to me and she told me it would happen some day...I would find my soul mate. The one person in the world who was created to be with me and I with them. And I was so sure that It was Sasuke. But Why? Now that he's gone I can see how wrong I was. Sasuke never did and never will see me as more then just an annoying girl. And him leaving just proves that. When I remember what haha said I can see that Sasuke couldn't have possibily been mine......

Flash back.....(6 years earlier)

"Sakura, what are you doing under the table?" Sakura's okaasan asked in a worried voice.

"Ino likes him too haha (mom)!" Sakura cried out with tears running down her face, "How can Sasuke like me if Ino likes him too...she's so much more...more.."

"Sakura shush..don't be so down, your a very pretty girl and it's way to early for you to be worrying about boys."

Another sob escaped Sakura's lips and more tears came streaming down her face.

"Okay honey let me tell you something...I wan't going to tell you this until you were older, but now seems like a good time I guess." Sakura's okaasan said with a smile, "But first why don't you crawl out from under that table."

Sakura quickly perked up and lifted her head off her arms and got out from under the table as she rubbed her eyes with the palms of her hands.

"Okay now listen to me Sakura", she said picking Sakura up and sitting her in her lap," I know for a fact that when you get older you will fall in love with a handsome boy that will just love you to death. You will care for each other. This boy will be your soul mate and was made and put into this world just for you. I've seen it with my eye. So don't fret...you will be fine with or without Sasuke."

"What do you mean haha? How can I be happy without Sasuke? How do you know?" Sakura asked with watering eyes.

"I have a special eye little Saku", Sakura's okaasan said pointing to her foggy left eye, "I can see things and I can see that you are going to be one of the lucky souls who will find their other half."

Sakura sat there staring in awe at her okaasan,"Really haha!?", Sakura exclaimed excitedly.

"Oh course child I would never lie to you...you'll know you've found him, because he'll make you feel a way that no other can make you feel."

Present

I'm glad she told me that at such a young age. My haha may have been able to see somethings of the future, but she couldn't she that the next year was going to be the year she was to die. With out her telling me that years ago I think I would have given up by now. And I see that maybe Sasuke wan't the one, he always made me feel confused and self-conscious. He always made me feel so...weak. And that's nothing like what haha told me. I have to go then...I'll go and become stronger. I'll travel the whole world if I have to, to find my happiness, since I no longer have any way to pretend that I have any at all.

So Sakura grabbed all her things and packed her bag. This way I'll be able to become stronger and happy. I have such a strong feeling that what I need I will never find here.

"Wait Saku! Why don't you just stay for awhile..you can't just leave! How will you defend yourself on this so called spiritual journey thing that you're going to go on?" Inner Sakura inputted. "Maybe WE should stay or atleast wait until you have alittle more skill....maybe...maybe you could learn from Lady Tsunade-sama? hmmm."

Hmmm....I don't know...

"Ohh COME ON!! You'll get your butt handed to you if you try to go some where by your self in your current..uhhmm...state?heeh."

Great now even my inner self thinks im weak...

"Not weak...just....behind."

Argghh...FINE!! But just until I'm stronger and can take care of myself.

Sakura dumped everything out of her bag and shoved her clothes back into her drawers. Okay then tommorrow will be the day that it all begins, she thought to her self. Sakura grabbed some of her night clothes from the bottom drawer. She quickly slipped the silky night shirt over her head, slipped into bed and was out within 5 minutes.

"And to think you were going to leave at night....whoo that was a close one." *Inner Sakura whipes sweat off her forehead*


The next morning Sakura got up bright an early. She drank a glass of some OJ and was right out the door. Lady Tsunade-sama better help me...she thought as she ran, weaving throught the people of the village that were stanging in her way. A couple minutes later Sakura was standing in front of Lady Tsunade-sama.

"I would like to be your apprentice Lady Tsunade-sama." Sakura said in a respectful yet pleading tone.

Lady Tsunade sat there for few minutes looker over Sakura..looking her straight in the eyes to check her sincerity.

"Fine...we'll start tommorrow, but don't expect me to take it easy on you."

And that's where it all began......

Okay so that's if for now. I know it was short...but it was my first time writing a fanfic..

Please rate&review. Suggections are appreciated and please give me an idea of who you think Sakura's soul mate should be. (I'm still thinking about it and I will consider some suggestions)