Shuffle Challenge: Junjou Romantica

I found a bunch of these on some other author's page so I decided to do one for Junjou…probably one for each couple eventually, but I'm starting with Usagi and Misaki

Here are the rules

Rules:
1. Pick a character, fandom, pairing, friendship, whatever.
2. Put iTunes or your music program on shuffle and start playing songs.
3. For each song, write something inspired by the song related to the theme you chose earlier. You only have the song length. No pre-planning and no writing after the song is over. No skipping songs either.
4. Do this for ten songs.

"Nobody's Home" by Avril Lavigne

Usagi stared vacantly at the ceiling. Misaki was in Osaka. He pulled the cigarette from his lips and sighed. "Misaki," he whispered. He wanted Misaki to come home.

…

Misaki wished he could go home. Takahiro's new family didn't have a place for him. At least at Usagi-san's house he felt needed. Oh how he wanted to go home. This place was not his home.

With that resolve, he dialed Usagi-san's house from the train station.

"Hey Ya" by Outkast

"Usagi-san, no."

Usagi ignored Misaki's pleas as his hands attacked his young lover.

"Usagi-san, please stop."

"No. You want me and you know it."

"Y-you think you—you're that great."

"Yeah, as a matter of fact, I do."

Misaki glowered.

"What? I'm just being honest."

"Asshole."

"Since You've been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson

Usagi felt free. He'd done it. He'd dumped Misaki. He was fed up as hell with the lack of feelings from his lover. If the boy wouldn't say he loved him, then he was done.

He would move on.

He would get a nice girl or guy.

He would think about someone other than that spineless boy.

Yeah right.

He called the boy and begged him back.

"Original Prankster" by The Offspring

Misaki grinned. He wasn't gonna stop now. He had the best plan to get back at Usagi-san for attacking him that morning.

He hastily went to the closet of Suzuki-sans and grabbed as many as he could. He began dragging them in front of Usagi-san's door. Then he threw it open, and pelted him with bears, yelling "Wake up rabbit-baka."

Usagi went to grab up Misaki and fuck him senseless only to find nothing but a giant pile of bears blocking the exit and Misaki safely downstairs eating breakfast.

"You and I" by t.A.T.u

Misaki opened his eyes as he looked up at the man holding him tightly as they had slept. Misaki sighed, knowing there was no way he could escape. He decided to give in and just deal with the fact that he'd be staring at the man's sleeping face.

Good thing he didn't have school today.

Usagi was not actually asleep. He just wanted to hold Misaki a while longer. Well, that wasn't true. He wanted to hold onto Misaki forever. For the rest of their lives.

And they probably would be side by side forever.

"Beautiful You" by Saving Abel

"Misaki, you are so beautiful."

"Shut up, I am not."

"Yes you are."

"How exactly?"

"You just are. You're Beautiful…you."

"That's stupid."

"But it's true. Just standing there, you're beautiful."

Misaki flushed, making Usagi find him even more attractive.

He leaned sown and kissed the boy. "You're beautiful. Trust me." He kissed him again.

"Revolution" by The Veronicas

"Usagi-san, let go."

"Why?"

"Because."

"Because why?"

"I shouldn't have to explain myself."

"No you shouldn't, but I shouldn't have to stop either."

"You know, I am my own person, not your toy, now let go."

"Toy or not, I'm not letting go."

"If you let me go, I'll do something that is shocking."

"And what's that?"

"Uh…nothing."

Usagi grinned and kissed him again.

"Way Back into Love" by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore

Usagi had felt like his world was falling apart. He needed Takahiro. He wanted Takahiro. He wanted love. But that man was getting married…to someone else, obviously.

Now he had nothing.

Or so he had thought until that boy barreled into my life. He didn't want him or his love. But he got it. Sooner or later, he would reciprocate it.

Not that it mattered now since he'd found away to fall back into love.

"Learn to Breathe" by Thousand Foot Krutch

"I love you." Those words shook Misaki to his core. He needed to get out. He couldn't handle anyone's love, let alone the love of another man.

He took a deep breath. He so needed out.

But he was never getting out. He was far too deep.

Not that he could blame anyone but himself for going too far…well he could but that wouldn't be fair to Usagi-san.

Deep breath. Wait, why couldn't he blame Usagi-san? It was all his fault. Misaki suddenly wanted to make Usagi as confused as he was.

How to do that?

Misaki suddenly leaned up and kissed Usagi-san before running away without a word. Take that.

"Down with the Sickness" by Disturbed

This is a sickness. I cannot possibly be gay.

More importantly, what exactly did a guy like Usagi-san, who had everything anyone could possibly want, see in him?

He stared at himself in a mirror. He looked pretty plain in his own opinion. Just a teenager with dark brown hair and a lack of growth hormones that kept him permanently at 5'7"

Maybe it's all Usagi-san's fault…maybe he's the one who's sick. Yeah…this is not my fault. Misaki sighed. He didn't really want to accept this relationship but he sank into this sickness…it wasn't like he really had an option at this point.

"Can You Feel the Love Tonight" by Elton John

Usagi smiled as he and Misaki sank to the floor of the shower. Misaki had finally confessed to him in the ferris wheel. He touched the boy with ferocity even more than usual since he knew that the boy finally accepted and reciprocated his love.

He could practically feel Misaki's love in the air. It created a nice contrast to feeling only the love he had for Misaki radiating around them. Their love tangled together, creating a near visible aura in the shower mist.

"Broken Wing" by Thousand Foot Krutch

"You know, Misaki, It is your fault that I love you."

"And how is that?"

"You took advantage of my weakness."

"Your weakness for straight college students who are also guys?"

"No. My weakness that night when Takahiro announced his engagement. I wanted to die or at least make him stay single, but you healed me. You made me fall for someone else."

"Well, then, I take it back. Go back to being obsessed with my brother."

"Do you really mean that?" He stepped close to Misaki, eye to eye.

"No," he said after a moment.

"I'm hurt by what you said Misaki, heal me again."

"Not on your life."

"We Sleep Forever" by Aiden

"Misaki, what are you doing?"

"Nothing." Misaki quickly hid his hands behind his back.

"Really." Usagi grabbed him and pulled at his hands, as a razor clattered from them.

"Misaki?" he asked looking horrified.

"I'm sorry." Misaki looked down, ashamed that he had even tried such a thing.

"Quit being an idiot. If anyone is going to kill themselves, it's going to me and it's going to be from overworking."

Misaki let out a snort and let Usagi drag him to bed. The razor lay forgotten on the bathroom floor as Misaki's screams of pleasure filled the apartment.

Okay, that's it, please review and tell me what you think. I know the last one was way OOC but that song is about Suicide/cutting so I couldn't do anything else, and please let me know if I should do these for the other couples…or let me know if this is awful and I should just stop