She was in the rocking chair when her daughter came to her, talking about her boyfriend and the fact that she is thinking he's her first love... she asked " momma who was your first love?!" "He was a really handsome guy" then she asked " Is he dad?" "No" " tell me what happened?!" " Nothing really special; there was this guy who I fell for immediately after I saw him; No body knew about my feelings. We became good friends in no time and I was so happy to be near him, even as a friend!" " so u never told him how u felt?!" "Of course not!" " why? U said u loved him right?! So what was holding u back?!" "It's like u don't even know your own mom! I was too proud to let him even know a gist of my feelings! He didn't have the faintest idea of how I felt!" "But that doesn't answer my question! Why didn't you tell him?!" "Because I didn't wanna lose! There was a chance that he would dump me and I knew I couldn't get over it well! So I kept quiet and attended his wedding with a big smile on my face" " does dad know?" "Sure! He was the one holding me cry after the wedding!" "Was it that hard?! To let him go?!" "Worse than hard! It was so hard because I knew I never have had him in any way!" "Have you ever thought what would have possibly happen if u told him u love him?" "Hone, all of us have our own moments of doubts! Yes sometimes I think what would have happened if I really told him! Would he just turn me down or would he accept me and we would have a magnificent love?! The worst part is that I will never know!" "Do u regret it?! Don't u love dad?!" "I'm crazy about your dad! He is the best man every woman needs in life! He makes me the happiest woman ever!" "So if u go back will u tell him?! Will u not stay with dad?!" "I would still do what I did back then!" "And why is that?!" "Cause I wouldn't ruin my best friend's life" her daughter gasped ...