I lay in my bed
he's only meters away
but it might as well be the ocean
No one knows him like I do
but I'm always surprised
I'm still amazed
I lay in my bed
thinking of my lips on his neck
and my hands in his hair
He's only meters away
but it might as well be the ocean
We may as well be strangers
He disappears into his mind
Nothing can enter
no one can ever compare
He's brought me back
I was dead before I met him
I don't know how I lived before
I lay in my bed
I'm deafened by silence
because you're not here anymore
I wake from my dreams
of how we could have been
and nothing's okay
I lay in my bed
you've gone away
it's worse than the ocean
It's worse than the ocean
you're not coming back
and I'm not okay
I lay in my bed
thinking of what could have been
lips on your neck
Wishing it was the ocean
Wishing I'd never met you
Wishing I knew you
I lay in my bed
there's a noise on the stair
something tells me you lied
I lay in my bed
trying to breathe
I take it all back
I lay in my bed
and I might be drowning in the ocean
because you're right here
You're standing at my door
and this time I'm not dreaming
This time you're real
We lay in my bed
and you tell me so many stories
and you tell me that you are sorry
You're inches away
my lips on your neck
and we're drowning together in the ocean