You Won't Care

by ILoveTheBlackDaggerBrotherhood

Fai's very depressing reflection on Kurogane and life in general. Actually, death in general. Fai's POV. Slash. KuroFai. Character death. Well actually, character suicide.

Death.

It's a simple word, really.

Do you fear death the way I do?

I fear death above all else.

If I die, I will never be able to be with you.

But you don't love me anyway.

I do love you.

I of course will never tell you.

I could never tell you.

If I did tell you, you would laugh in my face.

When I think about it, I do not fear death above all else.

I fear your rejection above all.

Death is really just a word.

Death is an escape from our pain.

Yes, I've come to a realization.

I do not fear death at all.

I fear only your rejection.

But you don't love me.

So when I dig this razor into my wrist, you won't care.

When I lay crying and bleeding, you won't care.

When I cry out for your help, you won't care.

When my heart finally stops, you won't care.

I know that I will die soon.

And when I do, I know you won't care.

Good-bye, my love.

Good-bye, my Kurogane.

Wow…. That was so depressing…. I did not mean for it to be that depressing, really. So…. Read and review, please. And in case you didn't know, that was Fai talking. I just felt like writing a Fai suicide fic. So, yeah. Please read and review.