Warnings: SLASH, CHILD ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE (Rape - mentioned (semi-graphic)), SEXUAL THOUGHTS AND INNUENDOS, SWEARING AND GRAPHIC KISSING SCENES

I sighed picking up the gun which felt cold in my hand, I glanced at my boss, Jack who nodded towards the targets, I turned and taking aim.

I had already taken weapon training at Torchwood London, which involved fire-arms, crossbows, lasers, tasers, knives and numerous other weapons, and there was also hand to hand combat and psychic training which helped strengthen mental shields and mind reading abilities which I was pretty good at.

But Jack wanted me to show him how good I was, we had already gone through most weaponary and hand to hand combat (which Jack enjoyed a bit to much) but at last we were on fire arms.

I aimed my gun at the furthest back Weevil targets head and fired, there was a ringing silence as the bullet pierced the targets head, Jack stared at me in shock, I shrugged it off.

"Could you do that with two guns?" he asked curiously, "I don't know, but I'll try." I replied picking up another shotgun and took aim at the same Weevil targets head and fired both guns. Both bullets hit there target.

Jack let out a low whistle, "Well definetly good with fire-arms, but where going to try it with a distraction." he said smirking.

I inwardly groaned knowing what Jack's distraction technique was, Owen, Tosh and I had watched Gwens fire-arm training and Owen and Tosh mentioned the same thing happened to them except Owen punched Jack for groping him and Tosh avoided Jack like the plauge until he apologized.

It didn't seem fair to punch Jack though after rugby tackling him and hitting him with a bat during the other weapon training areas.

I tried not to flinch or coil away when I felt his chest press against my back or when I felt his breath against my neck, it wasn't his fault he was bringing up bad memories.

I calmly raised my gun, completley ignoring Jack groping my thighs with his wandering hands and fired three rounds in the target next to the one I was shooting before and much to my pleasure all the rounds met there targets, even while I was getting distracted.

I turned at the same time he leant closer and suddenly we where kissing. Jack and I where kissing. I was kissing my boss. I was kissing a man!

I felt his arm slip around my waist pulling my closer and deepening the kiss, and my hand clutched the back of his head.

Owen punched Jack after his fire-arm training. Tosh avoided him. Gwen blushed and playfully flirted with him. I ended up bloody snogging him.

Suddenly there was a sound of a door getting opened in the other room.

We both jerked back in shock, staring at each other obviously not knowing what to say with tension levels rising drastically.

Owen barged in looking irritated, Never in my life have I been happier to see Owen Harper, "Harkness, why the bloody hell do we have to be in so fucking early?" he growled

Jack apparently had regained his composure and beamed at Owen, "Where going to the countryside to work on a case." he said cheerfully, ignoring Owens look of horror.

That was the other reason I had to be in early apart from weapons training, to pack tents, food and drinks for them to take, I knew I wasn't invited because it was a team mission and I was not a member of the team, mostly because Tosh and Owen ignore me, Gwen is trying to be understanding and Jack only talks to me when he needs coffee or a file.

Jack walked out the training room with a scowling Owen following, I walked after them towards the couch where I abandoned the bags, I grabbed them and carried them out to the SUV.

I walked towards the SUV and noticed Gwen, Tosh and Owen standing around the SUV impatiently, I avoided there annoyed looks quickly placing the bags in the car.

"Well, uh, good luck with the case," I mumbled feeling akward, I turned and started to leave but I was stopped by Gwen saying "Why don't you come with us Ianto?" she was smiling at me, ever since the Cyberwoman incident she's been very overly friendly towards me obviously trying to make up for ignoring me like the others, it was slightly weird, I shook my head in response to her question.

"That's a good idea actually," said Jack casually leaning against the SUV staring at me, trying to make eye contact.

"Fine, I'll come and make your bloody food and drinks for you, you only had to bloody ask." I snapped

Gwen frowned obviously that wasn't her idea and to be fairly honest I didn't really care if she wants to force me into be part of the team along with Jack, I mean who wants to be part of something out of pity?

I walked back towards them stifly glowering at the ground, the damn countryside was going to bring back bad memories.

"Good now lets head off shall we," said Jack slipping into the drivers seat with Owen going into the front passenger seat.

I saw Tosh climb into the seat behind Jack, Gwen gestured for me to go in next, I fidgeted uncomfortably crammed inbetween Tosh and Gwen.

I sat in silence as we drove out into the road, I felt some dread at what was going to be the most uncomftorable three days ever.