We rolled around the bed kissing each others bodies and all over. I loved him so much although I have yet to tell him. I let my hands glide over his upper body as I try to memorize the feeling of being with him, Hook.

A little while since our night together my parents had invited Hook and I over to dinner. They were cooking pasta. As I got into the house a pungent scent practically made me sick. The smell was so strong I had to go take a walk. Once I left the apartment I had a nagging feeling that I needed to go the store and get a pregnancy test. So I went to the drug store and bought an over the counter one. When I returned thankfully the windows were open letting them smell dissipate. " Emma is everything alright?" my mom had asked. I assured her that everything was fine. Although I was getting a bit nervous. I knew I had to check just to make sure my suspicions weren't correct. Hook and my mom had talked about how if I was a princess back in the kingdom I would be going to all these beautiful balls and Hook couldn't help but mention our dance as at King Leopold's castle. I simply chuckled at the memory. " I'll be right back," I said without waiting for any acknowledgment. I had slipped the test into my pocket. I decided to do it right now because I don't think I could've waited any longer. After I completed the test I had to wait a few minutes to know the results. My leg shook and my stomach felt twisted. I headed towards the mirror and stared at my reflection. I stared at my self in the mirror and all I could see was the 17 year old girl who gave up her kid for adoption instead of fighting for him. Even though now I had him I'd missed out on ten years of his life and I wouldn't be able to do to Henry what Mary Margret and David did to me. I sighed and started cracking my fingers. I checked my test. It was positive.

I felt like the walls were coming in on me. I love Killian but this is all too soon. I was with Neal for so many years and he left would I know Killian wouldnt- no he wouldn't do the same as Neal did to me. He's supportive and doesn't doubt in me at all. He was the only one who believed in me whole heartedly when we were in Neverland despite the fact that we hadn't known each other very well. I wrapped the test up in several layers of toilet paper in threw it away in the bin. I washed my hands repeatedly trying to keep my mind off the idea that I was pregant again. Even more that was having to tell Hook the news. Tears began threatening to fall down my face. Emma you are the savior. You are strong. You can get through this. I told myself this over and over again. I took several deep breathes until I felt physically better and then journeyed back into the dinning room. I sat at the table until dinner was over making hardly any conversation. Soon enough Killian excused us with my parents and hooked his arm through mine once we were outside. I felt my heart drop and got my arm away from his. " Love-" I started to run away from him. I need space. I need to be able to process this. This time tears didnt threaten they were beyond that. They came crashing down and all the worries came down with them.

Hook is incredibly fast and catches up with me remarkably fast. He grabs my forearm and I stop dead in my tracks. " bloody hell Swan what was that all about." It now occurs to me how much we ran, I'd say a little less than a mile. I don't dare to turn my face to him. He relinquishes his hold and with his good hand he gently turns my chin so that I can face him. My eyes are puffy and red and instantly his face softens. I grab a hold of his hook and face him.

" Hook did I ever clearly tell you about my relationship with Neal?" I ask

" Love what does that have anything to do with what's wrong with you?" Hook asks.

" When I was just seventeen Neal and I had sex and I became pregnant. We were on the road stealing to survive. One day we decided to actually settle down. Everything was going great until I went to retrieve watches that he stole and stored in a locker at a train station. I was caught and sent to jail for a year. Thats when I gave Henry up. That was the biggest mistake of my life and every time I look at Henry I think about that mistake." Tears had began trinkling down my cheeks once again. Hook wiped away a tear but it was quickly replaced by new tears.

" Emma the lad has told me. He told me that you wanted to give him the best chance and you can't let that burden weigh so down. You are such a strong woman. All your many hardships have made you into the woman I love today." I looked up at his eyes and intertwined my fingers with mine.

" I love you too, Killian." His face lit up and brought a smile to my face. I had never told him I loved him.

" I know you do. I could tell. Because of every kiss," He planted a kiss on my neck. " Every smile," the next kiss went close to my ear sending a shiver up my spin. This caused my knees to feel weak. " and every glance." Then Hook used his forearm and brought me closer to him and close the space between us with him bringing his mouth down to mine. My chest felt like it was going to explode. Killian was amazing. If I had to live so much crap during my life it must've been to pay to have such a source of happiness and love come into my life. When we finally seperated, our faces about 6 inches away from each others I whispered to him, " I'm pregnant Killian."

I was hopping on making this a full on chapter story of their lives up until Emma give birth. I will only do this however if I get the support and reviews from you lovely people. Until the next chapter!