NCIS: LOS ANGELES...
NOT THAT DIFFERENT...
DISCLAIMER:
NCIS: Los Angeles and characters do not belong to me.
What does he tell her?
The song Not That Different sung by Collin Raye does not belong to me.
SUMMARY:
Kensi and Marty are having a movie night at his apartment; he tells her something before she leaves.
What will happen between them?
CHAPTER 1: MOVIE NIGHT...
DEEKS LIVING ROOM...
"Can we please watch something other than Titanic? I can quote that movie as well as you can." Deeks complained. "Fine...how about we watch America's Next Top Model?" Kensi suggested with a grin and Deeks groaned closing his eyes.
"Is there really nothing better than Titanic or reality shows?" Deeks inquired. "Hmmm, nope, Nothing better," Kensi said finding the show and Marty just had to grin.
He may have been complaining, but the truth was he loved spending time with Kensi Marie Blye. In fact, he was in love with her.
Maybe tonight would be a good night to tell her.
SEVERAL HOURS LATER...
Kensi yawned and looked at the time.
"I guess I should go. Night Deeks, goodnight Monty," Kensi said and headed for the door.
"Kensi," Marty called out when she had her hand on the knob and she looked back at him.
"What, Deeks?" Kensi asked.
"I-I...there's something I want to tell you." Marty said and silently cursed himself when he had not been able to just say the words. "Are you okay?" Kensi asked and turned to face him.
"Kensi, we flirt, we banter, and we tease each other...how about we go on an actual date sometime?" Marty suggested.
"No, Deeks, it wouldn't work. We're too different, Deeks. We're from two separate worlds." Kensi replied and Marty felt his heart breaking.
She said, "We're much too different
we're from two separate worlds."
And he admitted she was partly right.
"Maybe, you're right, Kensi. But just think for a second, please..." Marty said looking into her miss matched eyes.
One of the things that made her unique and one of the reasons he loved her.
But in his hearts defense he told her
what they had in common
was strong enough to bond them for life
He said, "Look behind your own soul and the person that you'll see. Just might remind you of me.
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try,
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry
And I know you do the same things too
So we're really not that different, me and you
"...Look behind your own soul and the person you'll see. Just might remind you of me.
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry and I know you do the same things too. So we're really not that different, me and you.
Don't you see it, Princess, everyone says that we have a 'thing' and I believe we do to." Marty said staring intently into her eyes, but Kensi looked down at the floor avoiding his eyes.
Now she could hardly argue
with his pure and simple logic
but logic never could convince the heart
As Kensi looked at the floor, she knew that Deeks was right, but she was scared. She had always dreamed of marrying someone that was different.
She had almost married a Marine, but he had left her...
Her father had left and Kensi was just tired of losing people she cared about. She had thought about what it would be like to date, Deeks, but the fear of losing him had always stopped her.
She had always dreamed of loving
someone more exotic
and he just didn't seem to fit the part
"I'm sorry, Deeks, but it just wouldn't work." Kensi said and walked out the door.
She climbed into her car and leaned her head against the steering wheel.
As much as she wanted to be with him, she was scared of losing him and not there was a chance she probably just did.