PinkNinja: Well, I just wanted to write this for some time now and I guess here it is! Disclaimer! I do not own South Park. Also, this is an AU story, this story goes my way.

Kenny's P.O.V.

I, Kenny McKormic, was asked out by Tammy Warner.

"So, do you want to go out with me?" Tammy was averting her gaze from me, scared that if she looks me in the eyes, and I say no, she'll break down in tears.

So, as the dumb ass I was, I told her yes.

"You will?! Oh great!" She took my hand and smiled at me.

So for the next 3 months that I spent dating her, I realized that I had gotten too attached to her.

"You know, I never really noticed how silky and soft your hair was. I love you Kenny." Tammy's fingers ran through my hair as my head was on her lap. We were currently sitting on the park bench. I love the time that I'm spending with her.

Maybe I should've said no to her when she asked me out.

"You should definitely smile more! It would brighten my whole day up!" I nodded and smiled for her request. For you, Tammy, I would do anything.

That way, it would've hurt less.

"You're eyes are beautiful Kenny! They're so pretty." She brought her face close to mine to examine my eyes. So close that her lips were almost touching mine. "I really do love you Kenny."

But I guess I should stop wishing. I won't love anybody anymore. I just realized. Love hurts. A lot.

It was close to the end of the school year and next year, I was officially going to eighth grade! I walked to my classroom to gather up my things to leave. As I was walking I heard someone say the words 'Hurry up' and recognized that it was Tammy's voice. What would she still be doing in class? I guess I'll go check on her. I reached for the door and opened it with a smile as I remembered what she said about me brightening her day.

"Tam-" My eyes widened as I stopped my sentence. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Tammy was with another dude. And they were.. kissing. Tammy realized that I was looking and she quickly pushed the guy off her.

"Kenny! I can explain!" I didn't want explanations.

"H-how long?" I looked to the ground, trying to hide my tears

"How long? What do you me-" I cut her off as I shouted with tears flowing out of my eyes.

"HOW LONG WERE YOU WITH HIM?!" She stared with shock at how loud I became.

"For one month." She was telling the truth, I could see it in her eyes.

"So.. so those 'I love you Kenny' didn't mean anything? We're over." I didn't let her answer as I walked out the door and left to get my stuff. My chest was swelling up and it hurts. who knew love can hurt this much?

A few day's have passed since our breakup and she hasn't said anything to me. I haven't either. During these last few days of school, I kept my hood up, covering my mouth and nose. The only thing you could see of me was my cold distant eyes and part of my blond hair. Cartman has tried to cheer me up but nothing would work. He eventually gave up. When school was finally over, I quickly ran back to my house and locked my bedroom door, only opening it to get food. I was crying almost everyday. I couldn't get her out of my mind. I got so attached to her, I couldn't do anything else. There were time where I felt myself dieing, bit by bit until there was nothing left of me. I didn't want to go outside, my smiles were gone, my eyes had turned ugly, and my hair is badly messed and tangled. I got up from my bed and went to the fridge. Nothing. This meant I needed to go outside. I gave a huge sigh and went to put on my orange parka, making sure that I wore my hood before I went out. Once I got to the store, I went to get all food needed for my cave that I call bedroom. I never want to go outside again. When I was done paying for the food, I walked out of the store only to be bumped by a man with a red brimmed blue knit cap with a pom thing on top, a brown jacket, and blue jeans. He had black hair that stuck out of his hat. As I fell, I let go of the bag and spilled all my food on the floor.

"Sorry dude! Let me help you pick these up." I sat up and cursed while picking up the spilled food. Once we were done, I stood up, took the bags and left.

"Sorry again!" He shouted after me. I didn't say a word. I kept walking and sharply turned a corner bumping into someone else. Fuck! I'm never going outside again!

"I'm really sorry! I should've watched where I was going." The man who had said this wore a greenish lime ushanka, a bright orange jacket, and dark green pants. I saw that he had orange/red hair sticking out of his hat. I just gave a quick nod and left. I kept walking only to notice that I was heading to the park. I kept walking until I stopped in front of a bench. It was our bench. The bench we always sit on, always shared our kisses on. It brings back painful memories. I stood there, looking at the bench and kept staring at the middle, where the worn out heart was with our initials inside. I kept staring until another man bumped into me, causing me to fall. Holy crap, why?

"You shouldn't just stand there." The man said. I took a look at him and noticed that her wore a blue jacket and a matching blue chullo hat with a yellow puffball on top. His black hair sticking out from underneath the hat. He took a look at me and smile.

"But for you, it's understandable." He smirked at that, stood up and left. Weirdo. I decided to leave before I had a chance to stare at the bench again.

School has decided to start again and during my wailing of summer break, I decided to move on. I tend to wash my hair again but I won't smile for anybody anymore. Not anymore. I'm not going to let it hurt me anymore. When I got to school I noticed that people were all worked up over something. Not that I would care or anything. I got to my assigned seat and sat down waiting for class to start. Once we were all in our seats and the teacher had finally decided to show, the teacher announced that we would be having three new students in our class. Because we had assigned seats, the damn teacher surrounded me with the new students. One empty desk on one side, another empty desk on the other, and one in the back of me. Just great.

"Students please welcome the new students!" Just suddenly, three guys walked through the door and the girls went wild. I then noticed that these three guys were the people I had bumped into. The guy with the brown jacket, the other guy with the green hat, and the last dude that I thought was a weirdo.

"Hi, I'm Stan Marsh!"

"I'm Kyle Broflovski."

"And I'm Craig Tucker." I looked at each one of them and confirmed that these were the guys. I also overheard Wendy and Bebe talking.

"I want the guy with the blue and red cap." Wendy was blushing from just looking at him.

"And I want the one with the green one." Bebe was too. I mentally laughed. Craig was left out. As they gave out more introductions I noticed that they were all staring at me while talking, which can I say, is completely disturbing and awkward. When they were finished, they took their assigned seats, Stan on my left, Kyle on my right, and Craig behind me. All I could say was that during the whole time, Wendy, Bebe and the girls were all glaring at me. During lunch, they all assisted that they buy me lunch because they noticed me taking out my wallet and having completely nothing inside. The girls were glaring at me again. This whole day, they all couldn't understand the concept of 'Leave me alone'. I left for home with Stan, Kyle, and Craig 'walking' me home. (Walking? More like wanting to know where Kenny lives.)

PinkNinja: Well, this was the first chapter. Tell me how I did. Please note that this is an AU story. That means this story goes the way I want it to go. None of the South Park 101 facts that I need to know about has to be in this story. Review maybe? Every reviewer gets a virtual hug. ; 3 ;