I wish I knew what I did not say to convince your love and heart to stay
I must let you go
Life goes on
But not for me you were my life you were my salvation to my flaws and pains.
I wish I spoke the right words and told you the truths of my lies
I need to understand but deep down inside I do.
Broken pieces and shattered glass is what you have made of me
Why can't I let go what cant I forget and not endure the pain.
The only one I honestly loved.
I still dream of you of the life that shall never be
A peace that will never come
An alternate life that will never be lived
Our first child
Our wedding day
Our first grand child.
Our first home
Never to be never to come.
Thoughts and dreams to be pushed away but unable to be forgotten
Five years five lifetimes of possibilities and happiness
I would give up everything even my life just to have what we had oh so long ago
But for me It will always be as if it where yesterday.
The first time I kissed you
The first time we made love
Our first argument
Those nights you would fall asleep with me on the phone
I loved it all I loved you.
Its easy to capture a woman's heart it takes a lot more to keep it I failed
But as you go one to meet other lovers and to break there hearts and to have yours broken
Remember me and know even if its 50 years from now there is a man out there that will
and always has loved you with all his heart.
Good bye