Disclaimer- no kids under 10 can read due to violence. Plus this is my first time so I hope u enjoy

Summary- Lance's depression gets worse and worse as he remembers his horrible childhood and his depression from voltron. Keith's love for Lance also gets stronger due to the strong connection they had when they were younger. Will Lance survive and will Keith end up being with Lance?

Lance POV:

Allura... I don't know if I can do this anymore. Do what anymore Lance? Allura says as her head whips back to look at Lance. You know.. Voltron? Everyone has a thing, like Hunk and Pidge are the smart ones. Corans the mechanic and the encourager. Shiro is the leader, and you... You're the princess and the brave one. I've done nothing for this team. Lance.. Allura says worriedly as she reaches her hand towards him. No, don't bother. I could already tell from your response that you agree. Allura looks at me but turns away. I'm just going to my room, don't bother coming in after me.

Keith POV:

What? A call from Allura? (Answers call) Keith, do you know when your coming from your mission? Allura says worriedly. I'm not sure but I'll come as soon as I can, why what happened? I say as I intensely stare at the phone. It's Lance... he's not doing so well. Allura looks down. I don't know what to say to him, he just seems, you know. Depressed. Keith looks at the phone in disbelief. What?! And you didn't even notice this sooner?! I shout angrily. Keith! Calm down! Allura shouts back at the phone. I look angrily at my phone. You know what he can do right? He could end up hurting himself really bad. I don't want that.. for anyone. I say with hurt in my eyes. I know.. don't worry. Allura says calmly.

Lance POV:

looks at ceiling* (Memories flash in my mind from my childhood) A man in his 40's starts to grab Keith's hand. LANCE!! LANCE!!! Keith shouts as his blue grey eyes start to tear and show fear. KEITH! I scream as I start running towards Keith. Suddenly a buff man grabs me from behind. LET ME GO. I scream tearfully as I look behind me. The man just holds me tighter as I watch in horror as my Keith is taken in the moment. The man that's holding me starts to get rope and tie it on my hands and legs despite my kicking and screaming. Nobody seemed to care. I start to give up and suddenly a white cloth is put on my face and I pass out. When I wake up I'm suddenly in a room with 7 other kids. I look around to see if Keith is here and I spot him. Just as the other kids he had bruises and his ankles cuffed to the wall with only two feet of chain to keep him from going anywhere. I suddenly feel the pain in my legs and arms as I look down to inspect myself. I had cuts and bruises. Nobody would notice that I was gone. I merely was kidnapped off the streets. I didn't have any family. Keith was the only one that was there. I don't want to lose him. My mind suddenly flashes back to reality and I'm back in my room. I have the same feeling of loss as I stare at the ceiling. Would anyone care if I end it all right now? I stare at the blade I have on my counter. I've used it so many times before. Maybe now I can finally use it to put myself down.