Forbidden Forever And Always

Dr. Edward Cullen, doctor to dying patient Isabella Swan starts to have forbidden feels for her what will happen. Will they become something in her few months to live.

It was a normal, quite day at work. I was waiting for a fax of my new patient's files that was transferring from Nashville Cancer Clinic. Isabella Swan diagnose with skin cancer two years ago. She had gone through chemotherapy, radiation and everything else you can think of. Now she has decided she would like to dye in her hometown Forks.

I was just finished reading her file when I felt a tear running down my check. I felt bad for this young woman only 26 not even half way into her life. All weak and fragile instead of young and strong. Not ever getting to start a life of her own unless she started before her 1 year sentence to death.

" dude are you going home wasn't your shift done like two hours ago" asked Emmett, my soon to be brother-in-law and co worker.

" oh yeah i was just heading out. I was just reading my patients file. It horrible Emmett she only 26 and she already got a one year death sentence" I sobbed. I hate cases like hers so young and done nothing with their life's.

After I had changed out of my scrubs I headed to my car and drove home to my wonderful wife and house. Tanya and I had been married for ten years now. Eloping when were 20 was the best idea I had ever. Now happy as hell and wanting to start a family soon. Tanya is a world know make-up artist.

As I walked in the house, Tanya comes and welcomes me home with a powerful kiss on the lips.

" hey sweetheart did you have a good day" I asked her well kissing her back " wonderful " she answered letting go off me.

"good" I loved it when she had a wonderful day because that means I'm going to have a great night.

After dinner I helped her clean up. Then we went to bed but not going to sleep right away. For some reason I couldn't wait to meet Isabella Swan tomorrow. It was feeling I have never felt before, it was weird in a way.

The next morning I got up had a quick shower, brush my teeth and kissed Tanya good morning before going to work. It was 30 minutes before my meeting with Isabella swan and for some reason my palms were sweating, my heart was racing and I couldn't stop thinking about her. I was walking down to my office when all I see is this beautiful young fragile woman. Automaticly walking up to her not knowing what I'm doing or who she is. Could she be sick and fragile Isabella Marie Swan.

"Hi I'm Dr. Cullen, can I help you with anything" I asked very quiet like I was the young teenager again trying to asked the prettiest girl to the prom, that didn't work out that well not know knowing she had a boyfriend, I had gotten a pretty bad black eye that day.

"Dr. Cullen, hmm I think you must be my doctor until I dye. Nice to meet you."

That moment I turned around and slid my wedding band off my finger not really knowing what I was doing because I love my wife, I think I do. Turning back to her I told her to fallow me back to my office.

All of a sudden I heard her fragile " you better be taking your wedding band off for a different reason then I think"

"you saw that" I said shyly.I'm such a dumb ass, why did I do that in front of her.

"I might be sick but I am not dumb" she smiled, of course she wasn't how could a person like her, wait I don't even know her.

I pulled my wedding band out of my pocket and slid it back on my finger. I can't believe she saw me do that. Oh I so hope Tanya doesn't come today on my lunch break maybe I i get booked in to the OR with Emmett I really needed to speak to him right now. Tell him about the feelings I had for this girl and what I should do with them. Of course I could never fallow them I had a wife.

" you talk like you don't care your sick" I asked because the way she talked did make it like she didn't care. How could she be like that, being so young of age, I couldn't stand it.

" because I don't care, I've been going trough this for the last two years. I'm only going to my weekly check ups for my dad and best friend Angelia. They care about me so much that they can never know that I have gave up on my life"

" don't give up for me" I whispered. Shit did I just say that out loud in front of her, kill me now

" what did you say" oh shit she did her me but, she asked me what I said I hope that meant she didn't hear me.

" oh nothing" great I'm turning into a totally mess I really needed to talk to Emmett.

Now she was playing with her hair nervously. Great I made her feel bad and that means she heard what I said. We both stared each other for a long Time. All of sudden I heard hear quiet voice speak, god I loved that voice.

" I heard what you said, you know but for some risen I care what you think and I wish I never saw you take that ring off, if you got it off before I saw"

That moment I step closer to her, bent my head down to hers. She moved her head closer to mine I knew this was wrong but I was still doing it, my lips inches from hers I looked in her eyes. She had the most beautiful eyes ever, like I could see her weak but, beautiful, wonderful and free willing soul. My lips touch her lips, they were soft and so gentle, like the kiss started like but, then it became passionate and loving. She had moved away from me needing to breath, I needed to breath to so it was good she parted her lips from mine, even though I didn't want to part from them them. That was the best kiss I had ever experienced, even better then kissing my wife. What will I do.