Never Did, Never Will

by ZebbieCullen

Spoilers for Sunday, Duet and The Return Part 1. John thinks of all the things he never got to tell his friend. Slash

A/N: All mistakes are mine and I do not own Stargate Atlantis. Enjoy, and please review.

Warnings: Slash. Spoilers for Sunday, Duet and The return Part 1.

Never Did, Never Will

I never told him.

I never told him how much he meant to me.

I never told him how much I cared about him.

I never told him how much I worried about him when he was off-world.

I never told him how hot those blue eyes of his were.

I never told him how sexy his accent was.

I never told him how his smile made my heart do that little flippy thing.

I never told him how jealous I was when Rodney kissed him.

I never told him how glad I was when he and Cadman broke up.

I never told him how good he looked in that white shirt of his.

I never told him how much I loved him.

And now I never will.