Title: A Life Author: Bakashinimegami Pairing: 2x4 and Herro angsting over it. Warnings: Angst. Yaoi. Sequal to 'A Tear' and 'A Smile'. Author's notes: Here you go. I couldn't leave it like it was in 'A Smile'. Just had to continue. Please enjoy (and review).

A life. Duo's life grows now. He's got big plans. He's moving towards happiness. He's worried, but not enough that it over rides the absolute excitement he feels. He's always busy. He's getting ready for the big day. He's getting married. I'm his best man. Not where I want to be in this ceremony. He was my only friend when we started fighting. He was my friend while we fought. He was my best friend when we stopped fighting. He's still my best friend. He'll always be my best friend. Nothing more. This is not what I want to be. I've gone into depression. Amazingly for all that we're best friends he hasn't noticed. That's probably what hurts me the most. I'm actually not that sure of our friendship. He spends less and less time with me. He spends more and more time with Quatre. It's a week 'till their wedding. They'll have time to adjust. They don't even notice I left the room. How will they notice when I leave for good. "Yui." "Chang." "Don't do anything stupid." "Hn." I go upstairs, to the bathroom.

Duo loves Quatre.

A life. My life is empty.

Quatre loves Duo.

Without direction.

They're getting married.

I do not have a future.

What about me?

My life is flowing away in the red liquid leaving my wrists.

I love Duo.

I am dead.



-owari-

bakashinimegami Co.

bakas of the 2x5