MILEY'S POV

"Are you going to be ok Miles?"

"Yeah I'm just a little dizzy… This is going to be last song I have to do tonight right?" Miley looked at her father with hopeful eyes.

"Don't worry bud, it is. We can leave as soon as you're done. Now get ready, the announcer is about to introduce you."

Not a moment later Fergie's voice came out of the speakers, causing Miley to cringe.

"There is no denying our next performer is truly a well adored person by all her fans, as well as adored by yours tuly, taking home 6 awards tonight here at the Teen Choice Awards, please welcome the lovely Miley Ray Cyrus!"

All of the sudden Miley felt like puking right then and there but somehow managed to keep it down. She felt cold, even though many stage lights hit her abruptly as she began to sing,

"Wake up, here I go, cram it all down my throat," she looked at the audience, immediately seeing the faces of Kevin, Joe, Nick, Demi, and Selena, "stomach so full that I wish I could choke," Nausea hit her once more, forcing her to close her eyes, "7 am, and my head's already in a spin." She walked slowly down the steps to get closer to the cameras. She hated knowing that the people she once called friends in turn hated her. She passed by where Blake Lively and Leighton Meester sat, walking closer and closer to her where her old mates sat. "As soon as I'm out that door, bam, it hits me like a ton of those red bricks, can't dig myself out of this highest ditch, this madness, I swear sometimes I can't tell which way is up, which way is" she lost her breath, feeling extremely faint she whispered the next part, "down. It's all up," she regained some composure, actually singing again, but in choppy verses, she was mostly concentrating on staying at an upright position. "in my face. Have to push. It. Away. Have to push," she was directly in front of Joe Jonas, she tried keeping her eyes open but found she couldn't. She let the hand holding the microphone lay limp against her leg, dropping said thing, not being able to breathe.

JOE'S POV

Coming to award shows had become awkward since he and his brothers began dissing Miley. It hurt knowing she hated them now, but he pretended like he didn't care. Joe heard Fergie mention Miley's name and waited for his old friend to begin her performance. Joe took note that she looked rather ill, and wondered momentarily if she was ok.

NICK'S POV

"Wake up, here I go, cram it all down my throat," Nick noticed Miley looked at him. He felt a sting of guilt as he realized how mean he and his brothers had become to the girl that helped jump-start their careers. "Stomach so full that I wish I could choke." It was then Nick realized something was off…

KEVIN'S POV

"7 am, my head's already in a spin!" Kevin wondered where things had gone wrong. He noted she was walking closer, every step made him feel like a bastard for hurting her.

SELENA'S POV

"As soon as I'm out that door, bam, it hits me like a ton of those red bricks, can't dig myself out of this highest ditch. This madness," Selena wondered why her and Miley didn't hang out more, other than the fact that Selena dated Nick right after Miley and he broke up, but she knew she was a good person, she knew Demi still liked her. So why couldn't she open up to Miley? Selena was so lost in thought she almost missed the fact that Miley looked as if she were in a great deal of pain.

DEMI'S POV

Things had been awkward between Miley and Demi since she and Trace broke up, but they still talked a lot, which was why Demi had noticed Miley seemed down lately. "I swear sometimes I cant tell which way is up, which was is" Demi began to worry as Miley started to wobble as she walked, "down. It's all," Demi knew something was wrong, Miley was having a hard time keeping her eyes open, and her next few words were breathy and slurred, "up in my face. Have to push. It. Away. Have to push" Demi gave Miley a worried look. She was right in front of where she, Selena, and the Jonas Brothers sat, and she had stopped walking, or rather wobbling, and her arm fell to her side limply, causing the microphone to fall, and suddenly the music stopped as well.

GENERAL POV

Miley's eyes fluttered as she fell back a few steps. It was quiet, except for the few people whispering in the audience. Demi sat still but spoke, "Miley… what's wrong?" Miley could barely hear her estranged friends question and she tried to reply. "I…" and with that, Miley fell hard to the floor.