ch.1 ifucked up
Its was the completely wrong thing to say. She walked out of her own apartment with a look of pure disgust on her face. I stared saying nothing as she ran down the hall.
"great you made her cry you bitch" Freddie barked
"I.... I didn't mean to, I just told her the truth" my vision started to fill with water
"just leave Sam you've fucked up the day enough"he stared at me with hate and disgust
I ran, I ran for a long time I took the stairs two at a time crying the whole time. By the time I realized it I was at my favorite spot to be alone, the mall parking structure that no one ever used. I guess I lead myself here by intuition. I sat and retrieved the phone from my back pocket. Speed dial three was my only hope, it dialed.,
"hello?" the voice on the other side echoed
"Melanie I need your help"
"Sam? Are you crying?" an actual worried voice from some one in my family, surprising.,
"i told her"
"told her? Who?" damn my sister is thick
"Carly, I finally told her"
"oh thats great, but why are you crying?" my god we're related?
"she fucking rejected me stupid" I started crying harder, I knew I was a mess now and there was nothing that could fix that.
"I should have known there was something wrong you would never call unless something was wrong" there we go now she's getting it
"no shit"
"Sam breath"
"i don't want to, whats the point the love of my life rejected me"
"what did you say to her?" the question was tedious, but I had to explain.
"it was just a normal day we did icarly and we sat down to talk afterwards. freddie left the room to go get us drinks when carly brought up the subject of who we both like, the cliché girl talk that she thinks im interested in."
mel cut me off "hey its not cliché I like girl talk"
"have you looked in the mirror sis you are a cliché" the rant was short before getting back to the story "i couldnt take it any more and I decided to just tell her. I told her how I felt I told her everything"
"why didnt you just tell her about your feelings for freddie?" melanie just giggled
"first of shut up, and why the hell did I tell you that anyway?"
"cause you love me"
"god you drive me nuts some times" a smile broke my face through the tears
"you're smiling"
"shut up"
"what happened next?"
"carly started freaking out, like going crazy, asking if I was always watching ger getting changed she was acting all paranoid like....." I stopped hard staring at the figure walking down the ramp
"like what sam?, sam? Sam are you okay?" mel started going nuts
"i'm fine just some one just came into the parking structure"
"who?"
"carly" tears started forming in my eyes "i'll call you back"