Finnick & Annie
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I am your weight
I remember the day is if it were yesterday,
the sun was glowing and before us widened flowery garden,
I listened to your heart rhythmically beat,
it was the rhythm by which I wrote you a song
(which you sang better than what I composed.)
Was it the thoughts deepening within you,
or you oh-so-suddenly concluded – I do not know.
You found my ear to whisper,
"You, don't you mind that I often fly?"
I do not mind because you take me with you,
whichever heaven you have flown to…
You make me lighter.
I was drowning in the blackness of the seriousness,
and in that hole I tend to fall,
but you, you take my hand and bring me to your world,
You make me lighter.
I'll lose it once again, my mind, I do not doubt,
and won't know how to come back,
nor will I be able to understand
Why do you need this burden to always ground you?
Why do you let me keep you from your way to infinity?
I calm me down, once again, you awaken me
from that night mare that haunted me for days
you told me, you need a shoulder,
because you are scared too…
I could have never known that you went that far away,
you, as immune to gravity as you are.
You teach me that necessity is necessary for compatibility
as the number billion is as positive as your soul,
and I need to remain your weight,
to pull you down so you don't fly again that far away.