Bellas POV

I walk down the steps and I see every one looking at me I feel really weird but I feel wild at the same time .I am so happy that I can compare to Edward and he's not thirsting for my blood even now we can mess around and he doesn't have to be worried about crushing me. I'm so happy. I look over at Edward and he says
"are you ready to hunt my love?"
I run out the door and into the woods in a mere 3 seconds
"I guess that means yes" I hear Edward say to Carlisle.

I'm so ready I stop at the edge of the woods and Edward is next to me. I feel all bubbly inside.

"Bella don't lose yourself I know you want to hunt and I respect that but don't lose yourself in this!"

"follow my lead.". And were off through the forest I can keep up with him now. I'm running right behind him and bam he turns fast and I look forward to see why and I see a little deer there looking so DELICIOUS AND INNOCENT .The deer starts running and we catch up and get him

"My bella's first deer." Edwards says with a shy smile on his face. "You can eat first my love"

I dig into the deer and the thirst is slowly fading away but then I feel more the thirst for a human and I have to try and tell myself no; but it's hard and Edward then sees it. Edward stops me and starts going on a lecture streak and I can't help but wonder what a human would taste like……

The thoughts keep going on and on in my head of what a human would taste like; while the thoughts to stop thinking to run and kill a innocent human being; the thoughts of not killing was really small in my head. I have to decide which to do and which not to do. Ah forget it im going. I run as fast as I can and Edward is behind me close but not too close and that's good maybe he thinks im just going hunting for another animal.

"Bella don't do this don't lose yourself member before you said that you didn't want to be a human killing monster; don't do this Bella!"

I run through the woods and I then can smell humans I smell one really close to my left . I turn. I see a man with hiking equipment on his back and a hiking stick . perfect kill no one will notice out here for a while. I charge really fast and I tackle him.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Why are you doing this; who are you! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!"

I knock him down. I know for sure he has a broken leg. I stand in front of him looking at him.

I go in for the kill and I hear screams from him.

I bite into his neck and its all the worthwhile. Its

pure.

good.

sweet.

filling.

All I can do is eat and its so delicious.i keep going on him and I feel him starting to dry up and I have a craving for more. At that moment Edward puts his hand on my shoulder…………..