= thoughts "" = talking hanyou = half demon shikon no tama = jewel of four souls kagomes prov

I was walking down a dirt path to the hot springs I had found yesterday, to busy in my own thoughts to notice the danger soon to come. 3 years of jewel shard searching and we still don't have the Shikon no Tama. how depressing. I haven't even seen my family in 6,7,8,9,10,11,12 wow it's been a whole year. I wonder how sota is doing in school. mama and grandpa were having troble with money when I last left home. my thoughts stated to wonder to a certin red clad hanyou. ohhh, inuyasha. I have been with inuyasha for 3 years. you think that inyasha and I would be closer by now, hell even as mates but, now that the dead bitch is in the group he barely even notices me anymore. I looked down at myself in wonder. am I not pretty enough. my brests are a fairly good size and I do have the curves mama does. I had obtained musles and was now fairly strong also. I crossed that off. even I was amazed by my beauty. it must be my spiritual powers aren't as strong as kikyo's. that had to be it. I cused under my breath as I tripped over a log. kikyo the bitch came to our group one night after inuyasha left to find her after every one was asleep. I fallowed him and watched the scene play out before me. $ flash back $ "inuyasha I have missed you to long. don't you think it is time for me to join your group. we could fight against naraku together. then you could wish for my soul to return to my body." kikyo said as she embraced inuyasha. "yes you will come back with me my love and we will get you back your soul. it is the perfect plan. we will be together forever." he pulled away to look her deep in the eye and then leaned forward to kiss her "soft tender lips" as he once said in his sleep. I turned away the tears no longer stinging my eyes. I had to except it one day and let go of him. I vowed to my self to only think of him as a best friend. just like sango and shippo and miroku. I walked back to camp with a smile on my face as the couple was still in a passonite kiss. $ end flash back $ normal prov she let out a quiet giggle and then felt the presents of her friends. she turned around and said, "did you guys not hear me I said I was going to the springs." miroku came forward and said, "we heard you but we must not let you controll our lives anymore. you have done nothing but caused all of us pain. inuyasha the most by not letting him chose his own love. you make me sick." he took his staff and swiped under her feet. he then started to beat her with his staff only on her legs. he walked back and let kagome grab her bad batted, cut, and brused legs. sango walked forward and steped on her back. "you have caused kikyo-sama so much pain. I would sit and watch her cry over inuyasha and how you were taking him away from her. I tryed to comfort her but it didn't work. I will give you as much pain as you gave her." she slamed her down to the ground and slashed her with her boomerang. kagome screamed in pain. next and last it was shippo's turn. "I thought of you as my mother, now I think of you as shit. kagome looke up unable to believe what he said only to see his claw across her right eye. she crawled away asking in a weak voice, "why... why... WHY"

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