Hi everyone, this is my first ever fic and also first attempt to write a story so plz bear me. I guess language won't be any problem though English's my 3rd language.
This will become 2-shot or 3-shot...but exactly not oneshot...It's written in first person as if told by Meredith.
I wanted some fanfics of merder from season 1 before addison showed up. But there aren't many. Only one is good – stuck in elevator...so i thought of writing this...
Desclaimer: I do not own Grey's Anatomy or anything related to it...if I'd have own it, I would have kept Derek alive...
Ok whoever said that you can restart your life with a fresh new start at any point in your life deserves a hard kick in his ass. Who said that ? Probably a moron who never needed a fresh new start.
From whatever I have seen in my life I bet to say that you can never have a fresh new start. you dare to go for it and the destiny throws something in your face that connects you to your past. Look at me. This was supposed to be a new start. After all the thinking on whatever crap I have been going through I dared for this new start, at a station known as Seattle.
The night two weeks ago, wearing my favourite black dress, standing in that awesomely lit yet professional room full of surgeons, I thought , the new start is gonna be tough and competitive, not a new thing to me, but at least it would be a new beginning with no crap or trouble from past. Such a good thought to bear in mind that it made me take a break from that over professional meeting held by SGH for the gonna-be-interns a drink. Well not a drink – straight tequila. Hey, its not my past, It's me. Fresh leaf or old leaf tequila is me.
And at the very thought of a new start, that handsome jackass with beautiful blue eyes enters like a challenge thrown at me by Destiny. I think over my choices while talking to him saying myself – the new leaf turns tomorrow so what's bad in having some fun tonight! Lo, the one night stand habit from past ruins my new start. There I went to make a really bad mistake. Not that he was bad opposite to his face ,eyes, hair, he was definitely good, actually awesome. But it turns out to be a real mistake when I see that the so-well known & now my boss, my boss's boss, Dr. Shepherd is that awesome haired, blue eyed, handsome faced, well bodied, tall, awesome at sex Derek from the morning,my one night stand. Definitely a big mistake.
And now that mistake is standing in front of me leaning over the nurses station, reading patient's chart. He looks so handsome &hot even in the scrubs. Who looks hot in scrubs. God I hates him for looking so awesome. He's really McDreamy . Christina is so right. Crap Meredith, you shouldn't think that way. He's your boss, your boss's boss. If Christina ever saw you making goo-goo eyes over him like all the nurses at station right now, she's gonna beat you up for making that face, of course,only if you ever survived Bailey's wrath over sort of hitting on your boss by making goo-goo eyes .
God I so much wanna run away right now. I'd be so much happy to be even in pit right now than working under him on a case. Would have been so much better if I wouldn't have thrown myself on him and kissed him in that freaking elevator. But now that had been such an amazingly awesome kiss as he'd returned the kiss and started seducing and flirt talking me, it's becoming more hard to resist. He's McDreamy. Doesn't he know how hard it is to resist him! Plus he's putting even more efforts to it now. Why doesn't he just stick to the lips of one of those nurses making goo-goo eyes at him. Thank God he hasn't stuck to anybody yet. What?! What are you thinking Meredith! He stick up to anybody why do you care!
Now you go there and be professional. No awkward looks, no awkward talks, be confident. Keep it well up until he melts you down with that McDreamy smile.
So I walk to the nurses station.
" , I'm your intern for the day".
He looks up from the chart . " ", he greets in mock professional tone smiling that McDreamy smile mischievously, clearly pleased at his luck today. He cocks his head to one side looking at me just for a second . "Oh God, he's already started. It's gonna be a long hard resisting day". He hands me the chart "room no. 1124". We walk through hallway towards our patient's room.
"So smoked chicken club or traditional beef wellington, which one's better?" he attacks suddenly out of nowhere.
"what? " I ask confusingly.
"which one is better to eat you think - smoked chicken club or traditional beef wellington? " he calmly repeats.
"Traditional beef wellington I guess. Why?" I ask still confused.
" Better asked before than choking for a choice while placing order for food you know. Well I guessed the same choice knowing it is available for dinner and knowingwhat night persons are we. A full body massage after dinner at Salish Lodge and Spawould surely vanish all the tension of ours in the night. "smiling knowingly he tells, rather seductively.
I shift uneasily knowing the direction and double meaning of his words. I compose myself and say straight to the point, "sexual harassment Dr. Shepherd . That's what I'd call it. There isn't any kind of TENSION in between ours to release."
"Tension in the muscles Dr. Grey. Tension occurred by working hectic hours. You call the tag of sexual harassment on me when you're the one with dirty mind going there. I was just suggesting an innocent idea of relaxing .But I understand I know I'm handsome and irresistible and you're thinking of taking advantage of me again like that night. Not that I mind. I'm all ready, all the time" he says smiling cockily not giving me a chance to object in between.
"Oh get over yourself and I'm not the one who took advantage , you were the one who took advantage of me and talking about dirty mind, you've dirty written all over your face", I try to snap.
He smiles cockily again but says nothing in return as we enter the patient's room. I sigh a deep breath in my mind as it gives me some time to try stopping the flutter in my stomach.