/Oh em gee why am I writing this. OKAY, so I'm going to write this and let's see if this gets published or it stays on my hard drive forever/

"*TICK*TOCK *TICK *TOCK*

"Time just couldn't seem to pass slow enough for Sakura. Beyond exhausted, hours turning into days she was mixing all her memories due to lack of sleep. "ay-yaaa," she moaned "why can't I sleep tonight, this would make it the third night in a row."

"*TICK*TOCK*TICK *TOCK*

"Tossing and turning her mind couldn't help but race. "maybe this has to do with my last mission," she thought aloud "but stuff like that can't be real… right?" She rolled to her side to check the time. Frustrated, Sakura sat up in bed. "you've got to be kidding me, 5 in the morning already. I wonder if Kakashi is dealing with this too," she pondered "I'll have to ask him when I see him, but I won't last much longer." She decided to rise for the day, maybe even get ahead of her paperwork at the hospital.

"*HATAKE RESIDENCE*

"He could probably tell you every detail of the two pictures of his dresser. Not because they were the only pictures he kept, or because the only other colorful object in his bedroom were his precious icha icha novels. No, he could tell you every detail because that's all he looks at all night. The picture of team seven and his team with Rin and Obito. "I'd much rather deal with my nightmares than have another sleepless night," he mumbled half-awake as he sat up "I mean really, I knew she was the last to wield this jutsu but to think in her last breath. I didn't even think she had finished weaving the signs before Sakura walked in." He looked over at the clock, realizing what time it was he decided to go ahead and head over to meet Tsunade. "I'll have to give her my mission report sooner or later."
"*KONOHA HOSPITAL*
Running on three pots of coffee, Sakura was basically on auto pilot when Tsunade barged into her office. "Sakura," she whispered, "we need to talk about your last mission, more over the jutsu that was casted."

Shocked by the sudden intrusion into her office, Sakura sat down and invited Tsunade to do the same. "I think I have it figured," she continued "it isn't one we normally teach." Tsunade resumed to explain that it only came from a certain clan thought to have been killed years ago." Sakura sat there stunned, trying to grasp the fate she was told would be hers. "So, you see, its nothing like a gen-jutsu it can't be undone, it'll drive you crazy due to the lack of sleep and," She was then interrupted by Sakura. "Does Kakashi know about me? I mean does he know of the time I have left?" she inquired. "Sakura now to be fair with the research I've learned there is a rumor." Tsunade explains that all though there is no proof, the rumor states one can find peace, but there is no written solution. "So long story short Sakura, there is someone out there who can help and all they would have to do is be in the same room as you." yes;" Sakura sat there dumbfounded. Everything she was hearing was muffled as if she was in a bubble. Everything racing through her head, the dreams that would never become her reality. The rest of the day was a blur, Sakura's mind wandering else-where. Grief stricken, she just decided to go home, back to her cherry blossom sheets. Back to another sleepless night.
As she laid there, reality finally struck her. "I'm going to die," she whimpered "I'm going to die, I'M GOING TO DIE I'M NOT READY DEAR GOD WHY ME?" she shouted in pain, the heart break setting in. Hugging her pillow, squeezing it tight as she sobbed, she heard something fall from her windowsill.

"Yo." Those were the only words he could muster out. Kakashi was not used to seeing her like this. She didn't even bother to look up. Still crying, it ached him to see her like this. "Sakura," Kakashi beckoned, "please." She glared at him, jade eyes swollen from the tears that stained her face. It was killing him, he had to tell her that he knew. He knew what they were walking into when Tsunade gave them this mission. His thoughts then interrupted "It's all my fault, I'm so sorry Kakashi." She sobbed into her pillow. "Actually, it's mine. Sakura I should be apologizing for not coming clean earlier." Finally, he thought, I'll be able to put her mind at ease.

/ Okay so to be fair this is not only my first story but my first upload! hope you like it so far, PUHLEASE comment suggestions or thoughts! ill try to be consistant on uploading ever saturday. For now see you next week!/