So this is my first story I've ever written and I've never done something like this but I've made a bucket list and on if my wish things is to publish a story. Some of my chapters are short and some are longish but I have the first 10 written up so if I see people reading it then I'll write up more (hopefully). Hope you like it and if you don't mind to review it after it would be great.
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As I'm staring into Damon's eyes while holding his face so close to mine, I start to feel myself lean forward – to his lips and I notice that he's doing the same. They almost touch right before his Blackberry goes off. A part of me prays that it's Stefan saying that he's coming home but I hear a women's voice, my voice and I know it's Katherine. I hear Damon tell her that he wishes her well and it suddenly sparks a bit of jealously –why should I be jealous? It's not like we're together but I almost kissed him! I realize that it's almost midnight and need to get home. I need to distance myself from this house for a bit and think through all my thoughts. "Well I'm going to head home, it's been a long day and I just want to get some rest. Goodnight Damon". As I go to leave, I turn and see Damon gone and for some reason it makes me sad that he didn't wait for me to say bye.
The drive home only takes about 10 minutes but it felt like an eternity. So many things were going through my head, if Stefan had his emotions turned off then why did he save Klaus? He shouldn't care right? Another thing I still don't understand is why he left me. Klaus set him free, why didn't he come running back to me? When I saw him like that, it was like I was staring at another person that I didn't recognize. Like Damon was when I met him. –Pure Evil. Why did I almost kiss Damon tonight and it wasn't the first time that it happened. When he was showing me the way to stake a vampire I had the same reaction and again when he was talking to Rebekah. I knew he was acting but it still bothered me and the thing that bothers me even more is that Stefan caught onto it.
Once I got home, I went to check on Jeremy and found him asleep in his room. I hope that he's doing okay with the whole Bonnie/Anna thing. I know I should be mad at him but I understand what he did. Even though it was wrong and shouldn't be forgiven I think, well hope, that Bonnie at least starts talking to him again. I just want them to be happy. Both Jer and Bonnie have lost so much and they were great together.
After my shower, locking all the doors and turning all the lights off in the house I go up to my room and try to forget the events of the day. I changed into my comfy short shorts and blue tank top with my hair pulled back and lay down in my nice warm bed. As my eyes start to close and I can feel myself drifting off I suddenly feel the right side of my bed dip. As I turn to the side I see Damon – crying.