A/N: I don't own anything!!!!

I'm Emily Ray but the guys call me Ember and as long as I can remember I have been a Jax little sister.

Gemma and Clay where very tight with my parents, my dad was in the club SAMCRO, but he and my mother where killed by the Mayans when I was seven.

Even before that I was also playing and staying at the club. When my parents died, Gemma and Clay took me in as their own. Jax took me in as his little sister even through I'm 11 years younger than he is.

Sent I was 16 I have been working at Teller-Morrow shop. That is the time Club got me my first bike. Also by the time I was 16 Clay and the boys deicide that it would be in their best for them if they had someone who knew everything that was going on in the club but not really known for being in the club.

What I'm trying say by that is I go to all of the Clubs meetings and I go on most of the runs but I wear guys clothes. At the moment I have finished High School and work and Teller-Morrow full time.

I'm 18 and have been in love with Chibs sent I was 16 and he with me. Clay and Gemma interrogated the shit out of him. Also Clay threatened to kill him if he hurt me.

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"Shut the fuck up" I whisper to my alarm clock as I shut it off. I push my blankets off me and pull on my pants. I found one of the boys shirts that I steal from them. Today's shirt is Chibs shirt I grab my work vest. I pull my long brown hair into a high pony tail.

Last night I hardly slept. Some asshole torched our warehouse last night. Tig, Clay, Jax and Bobby went out there this morning to see what the hell happened.

I walk into the shop and see Lowell working on the car that we have been working on for a few days.

"Hey Lowell how's Moby?" Lowell looks up from under the hood at me. He smiles. "He's doing good. You know he can't wait to go to school." Lowell looks so proud about his son.

I laugh. "I think after the 3rd grade they grow out of it. All I know is that I good that I'm done going to school." Lowell starts to laugh as well.

After about an hour of working I hear the tow-truck as well as a bike pulling to the shop.

I look up from the car that I was working on to see Chibs and Half-Sack getting out of the tow-truck. I look to the car that I will more than likely be working on next to see the damage.

I wave Lowell over to finish up on the car that I was working on, and walk over to Chibs and Half-Sack.

"Now how in the hell do people manage to cause this?" I ask the two guys as I stand next to Chibs.

"Ember love I couldn't even try to think how this could happen." Chibs tells me. "Oh." I shrug my shoulders and give him a quick peck on the lips.

Half-Sack, Chibs and myself stare at the car a little longer trying to think of ways to get the deer out of the windshield when Jax walks up to us.

"Some days you're the Beamer. Some you're the god damn deer." Jax says as he reaches where we are standing.

"Some yippee creamed it up by the streams." Chibs tells Jax.

Jax walks over to the windshield and asks. "Did he run into it or did he hit a tree while it was giving him head?"

"Probably the later one." I say.

Half-Sack looks up at him from where he is looking at the deer in the window and asks.

"How the hell do you want me to get it out of there?"

"That's what she said." Jax and I say at the same time. The four of us laugh and Jax climbs over to come over by us.

He walks past us to and to the Truck and pulls out a chainsaw, he hands it to Half-Sack.

Half-Sack gets a sick look in his face and mumbles. "Oh come on Jesus man."

"Just pretend that its crave your own streak night at the Sizzler." Jax says with a smile. Half-Sack looks up from the chainsaw to Jax and says. "I don't eat meat man."

Jax, Chibs and I give him the "What the Fuck" Look. "Well didn't see that one coming."

Jax pulls out a cigarette as Half-Sack walks to the truck. Chibs and I turn to Jax.

"What the hell happened?" Chibs asks as the three of start to walk away from the car. "Mayans got us. torched the warehouse." Jax says. "Fuck!" I whisper out in a harsh tone.

"They stole the Niners M4s." He tells us. "Holy shit." Chibs says.

"Clays gone to go sit down with Loroy. Try to buy us some time." "Niners already paid for their hardware." Chibs say. I look at Jax and Chibs when Jax's cell phone goes off. He hands his cigarette to me.

"Hi mom!"

I bring the cigarette up to my lips and take a drag. I look over to Chibs and hand him the cigarette. He then took a drag.

"How did you sleep last night?" Chibs asks me. "Not the greatest I kept thinking about the warehouse. You?" I look at him as I say this. "Yeah same with me." I look up to see how the Prospect was doing with the deer. I see him gagging.

"Em, Mom wants you Chibs and Half-Sack over for dinner soon." Jax tells me. "Yeah sure no problem. We'll go." Chibs tells Jax. I nod and take one last drag from the cigarette then drop it to the ground and step on it with my work boot.

I start to walk back to the car with now only half a deer in the window.

"Hey Ember is that my shirt?" Chibs asks me. I just giggle.

A few hours later

I walk into the club and sit at the bar. I start to hum the rhyme that Bobby was playing when the door opens. In walks Half-Sack and Tony from the shop carrying a huge box.

"Half-Sack Piney clocked the toilet again." Bobby starts to play the guitar again after telling Half-Sack that.

"That man shits more than he eats. It's not human." Half-Sack replies. I laugh into the beer that I just opened. I look at Juice and he is laughing too.

I take a sip of my beer as Tony and Half-Sack put the box under the pool table. "How did you get that name? Half-Sack?" Tony asks Half-Sack.

I sip back up the beer that I was drinking because I'm laughing to hard.

"Oh man. I got my left nut blown off by an bomb fragment in Iraq." Half-Sack tells Tony as he pulls down his pants to show him.

"Oh god my eyes!!!!! Why do I always look?!" I yell as I'm cover my eyes.

I hear the door open and I look up at it to see who is coming in. I see Chibs who is looking like he is going to puke at any moment.

Clay is following behind Chibs, he takes one look at Half-Sack and says. "Jesus Christ put that deformed nut sack away!"

Lastly behind Clay is Tig. He walks straight up to Half-Sack and Tony and tells them to disappear.

Chibs walks over to me and sits down next to me at the bar. Laying his head down on the bar his hand out awaiting a beer. I look down at him and run my hand threw his hair.

Clay walks behind the bar and grabs two beers. Tig walks over as Tony and Prospect leave the club. Tig sits next to Chibs.

Clay smiles at me and gives Tig the other beer that he is not drinking. He looks to Chibs, "Find Jax." He tells him.

Chibs groans and gets up, turns to the hallway that leads to the dorms and yells.

"JAX!!!!!!" As he walks down the hallway leaving me alone with Clay and Tig.

I turn to watch Chibs walk down the hallway. 'Man I love that ass'

"Em it is really sickening when you do that." Tig tells me. I turn back around to face them and look at Tig.

"Hey don't mock your Tai boys, or the other trash, or many other things that you do." I tell him.

"Bitch!"

"Manwhore"

"Children enough now Emily. How are things with you and Chibs?" Clay asks me. Bobby and Juice are laughing so hard.

"It's going good you don't need to worry" I tell him as we get up to go to the meeting room. I drop my LG Dark Blue Chocolate into the basket on the pool table.

I sit down next to Tig on his right. Clay and Tig are calling about god knows what. I look up at Bobby who is sitting across from me. Juice walks in with Piney, Chibs and Jax.

"Hey." I say simple to Chibs. He smiles at me as he sits down at my right.

"Alright let's get started. Loroy has given us one day to get those guns. They have a big heroine shipment coming in. Guns are for protection." Clay says.

"What if the Mayans crash that dope party with the Niners M4s?" Bobby asks.

"We lose all of the Niner business." I tell Bobby. "That ain't going to happen!" Clay rushes out, slaming his hand on the table. Looking at me and then everyone around the table.

"These assholes come into our territory. They steal from us. They shit on our livelihood. And I don't care who we gotta grease or kill. I want those god damn guns back!" Clay says. Each word makes me hate the Mayans even more.

"Alright me and Chibs will get all current intel on the Mayans." Jax says. I look at Chibs. He just nods his head. Jax continues on.

"Juice start to hack into every know crime data base, see what you can find on the Mayans in the system."

Juice nods his head.

Clay starts to talk now. "Bobby when you find those guns I want every fat man, and little boy on that place."

"Bobby's got Tahoe this weekend." I tell Clay.

"No I'm canceling that this shit." Bobby says.

"What no Bobby don't!" Was what everyone was saying all at once.

"Come on you got two ex-wives that already sent the goddamn casino checks." Clay says.

"The last thing that we need is all those damn lawyers camping out fucking fount." I say.

"Who's going to handle the pryo if I don't go?" Bobby asks. "Nobody blows shit up like Opie." Tig says.

"Opie's leaning right these days." Jax says. "Opie's going to lean anyway we need him to lean." Clay says.

"You two get him on board." Clay points to Jax and me. 'Shit'

Clay and Bobby stand up and leave the room. Tig, Piney, and Juice follow behind. I look sheepishly at Jax. He looks the same back at me and he walks out of the room.

Chibs pulls me over to him and wraps his arm around me; I rest my head on his shoulder.

We sit there for four minutes. Finally I ask.

"What the hell happening to this family?"