Ved & Jay
Da story behind their relationship ;) Me no own! Reviews will be appreciated.
Jay POV
Ved belongs to me! Certain people need to understand that... Like Cloe f ex. If that stupid bitch does anything to get Ved in trouble... She's walking on a thin line as it is. I love Ved, I don't want him to get deleted.
Yes, some would say that these feelings I harbor for my brother are unnatural, but not for me. I can't imagine not having these feelings. It is how it's always been. When I was younger it was mostly possessiveness, I hated it when other people occupied his time, I wanted him all for myself. Back then I thought it was normal, everybody wants to spend time with their siblings' right?
I have accepted it, in this new world I doubt anyone even cares about such things, but I try to keep it toned down. I think Ram suspects it, but I doubt he'll do anything about it. He's probably watching us, entertained by the drama. He really needs to get busy, he has way to much free time.
I can't go on like this, constantly thinking about Ved all the time. It's time to do something about it! I have to come up with a solution of some sort…
I open my eyes and take a look at the watch perched on top of my nightstand. 5am eh? Wonder what woke me up? I get out of bed to get ready for the day, and head to the bathroom hoping no one else is up at this ungodly hour.
Ved POV
I woke up with a start from a repeating nightmare I've had for several nights now. I never remember much of it, all I know is that it involves Jay and our parents.
The worst part is that I can't manage to fall asleep afterwards. Well... No use staying here. I get up of bed and throw a t-shirt on, not bothering to put on some pants. I doubt anyone else is up at this time of the day.
I head to the bathroom, walking as quietly as possible.
I get inside and start brushing my teeth, after I'm done I decide to comb my hair. It looks awful in the morning.
Jay pov
I open the door and see Ved combing his hair, what is he doing up this early? I go inside and shut the door silently. "Ved, what are you doing up already?"
He's startled and his reaction is to throw the comb at me.
"Is something wrong little brother?" I ask while retrieving the comb, also noticing his less than proper attire. His short black boxers barely covering his long slim legs. Plus a loose T-shirt with some random writing on it. "No, nothing" he says quietly while folding his arms together. The look on his face tells a different story. "Tell me!" I urge, feeling concerned. "I just... I had a nightmare" he stutters, then blushes. Such an adorable blush!
"Nothing to be ashamed of, tell me about it." I say while I step closer to him. He looks up at me clearly thinking about what to do, but then he goes toward the door. I take a step back so that I'm blocking the exit, not willing to let him deny me an answer. "Let me out!" he says sternly, while staring straight ahead.
Instead of replying I take a step closer to him, and another one. Probably without realizing it he starts backing away, but it doesn't take long before he's out of space. His back hits the wall and I swiftly move forward placing a hand on each side of him. Trapping him between me and the wall. "I can't remember, ok?" he shouts "Let me go!"
He tries to get away but I press closer. I take a closer look at him and notice he has tears in his eyes. "Ved," I say softly while raising my hand to stroke his cheek. He looks at me and then buries his face in my neck, curling his arms around me. I start stroking his back gently, trying to say something but the feeling of his body against mine is terribly distracting.
He starts sobbing quietly. We just stand like that for a few minutes, until he draws away. "I need to go," he says and then walks towards the door. "I love you little brother," I know that he won't realize the true meaning of those words, but know that they will comfort him. He sends a grateful smile, and then walks out the door.
Ved pov
I don't know what got into me, but suddenly I was crying with my head on his shoulder, holding on to him with both hands. Jay has a way of making me spill the beans no matter what, at least I got out of the questioning.
And the warm feeling running trough my chest when he said he loved me... Brotherly love of course, but oh how I wish he felt like I do. Only in my wildest dreams has he loved me like I want him to.
But he must never find out that I harbor these shameful feelings, he would be revolted. I don't think I could handle him pushing me away, which he surely would.
I walked down the hall and back to my room, deciding to try getting some more sleep. I closed the door and lifted the T-shirt over my head, and then I tossed it to the floor. I looked out of the window to behold the rising sun, and then I went and laid down on the bed closing my eyes.
tbc
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So what do you think? very messy, I know... :)