Fantasy Night
by Ccmur
Disclamer: Sadly I do not own neither The Sand Brothers nor Naruto. They are property of Kishimoto.
Warnings: Implied sandcest between brothers.
Fantasy Night
During this night, during this simple, full moon night that may seem pretty common for someone who is pretty unconcerned about the facts of life, well my life. I'm thinking. I'm thinking of you. Maybe for you, it is a lost of time to think of someone else, but not for me, no Sir!
I like to think that you are dreaming with the idea of me; me being next to you, me being the one hugging you, and you cuddling next to me.
I like to think that you are awake and cannot sleep because I'm in you mind, I'm in your thoughts; it could be in you deepest thoughts, but that does not matter I'm still in your thoughts! And you bloody know you are in my head.
My room next to yours. A wall, only a wall separating us at night. I wonder if you have ever thought of me liking you?
Our family is not normal, I must admit that but, what I feel is normal? Dammit no! It's not normal but still I think of you not only as my brother but as someone whom I can love, and kiss and someone I can touch and make love to. Someone I shall protect with my life…
I decided I'll stop torturing myself with moral questions. I simply cannot take my eyes out of you! I tried to find someone I liked but it seems all those kind of possible prospects have disappeared form the world…
I also decided I'll present myself to you as nothing more than your brother, and as this situation is, I'll say 'irregular' I will continue with my thoughts and fantasies just for me and only during this time, at night, during the protective night that will take with her everything I've thought and dreamed of. If the circumstances were different or if I have no moral at all…
-Kankurou? What are you doing here?
-Gaara?! That's what I should ask. What are you doing here?!- Goddess I thought my heart would jump and ran away!
-I couldn't sleep so I looked for you and found you weren't in you room, so I came here.
-Oh, I see. Well you found me! What am I good for?
-I've said I can't sleep.
-So…?
-So I want you to come with me to bed and tell me something.
-What?! Gaara you are older for that.
-Well, not a story then, something, something about your day. Just until I'm sleepy.
-You mean, you want to use me, my voice to fall asleep?- I knew my chats weren't really interesting but not to that degree…
-Please.
I could here the pleading in his voice, he seemed really tired, and if at least I could help in that way, (sigh) I'll do it.
-Ok, come on.- He looked like a kid again, just so innocent!
Now the only thing I must resist is the urge to tell him I wanted him, that I liked him and not only as the brother he was.
Author notes:
English is not my mother language so I'll thank your comprehension.
I do not know if I'll continue this or not.
Reviews and constructive criticism is welcomed.