Chp 1.

[Hey guys... I adopted this story from love for fun and her links posted in my bio I think. The first 3 chapters are her creation. I will be uploading the first 2 today seeing as they're kinda the same 3rd will be uploaded ASAP, and Chp.4 I still working on, so bear with ... Review and stuff, I guess. Love you guys! ~KissOfTheWind]

"Hey Rae." I looked up and saw him standing in front of me. I got up and left. I just don't want to hurt him. Lately it's been hard to contain my emotions and I don't want them getting out again. When I got to my room and started to meditate. I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door a little bit to find beast boy standing there. He shifted awkwardly from one foot to another. Was he going to say anything?

"Um Rae-

"Raven." I corrected him.

"Oh right sorry, you know what forget it."

"What did you want?"

"Nothing I just um- bye." He turned on his heel but I turned him back around. He looked surprised.

"Did you want something? Please tell me."

"Um ok well I was wondering if you wanted to hang out. And are you ok? I know you don't like to talk about your emotions but the animal in me tells me somethings wrong."

I gave him a small smile. "Ok. What did you have in mind?"

He looked surprised that I told him yes. "Oh I was wondering if you wanted to go to the roof. I don't think anyone would disturb us." I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Oh no, no, no not like that I just know that you don't really like to be disturbed."

I didn't know he could be so considerate! Shut up Affection!

"What?"

"Huh?"

"You said 'shut up affection!'"

"I said that out loud?"

"Yeah."

I looked down and I'm pretty sure I started to blush. "I'm sorry. I wasn't talking to you. I was talking to my emotions in Nevermore."

"Don't you have to use that meditation mirror thing to get there?"

"No actually they're in my head so I can talk to them anytime."

"Oh ok. Um were still in your doorway. Do you wanna go to the roof now?"

"Oh um yeah sure."

As we walked to the roof there was sort of an awkward silence between us. I mean maybe I should break the silence but I don't really know what to say. I mean what if I say the wrong thing! I don't want to ruin what we have. I like him but I can't tell him that. I break out of my deep thought when the door to the roof opens. We sit down on the edge and dangle our feet over.

"So um if you don't mind me asking… why were you talking to your emotions?"

"Oh um one of them said something they shouldn't have."

"Oh." He looked down.

"Garfield."

His head shot strait up. "Did you just call me?" I cut him off with a kiss. Wait why am I kissing him? I she actually kissing back?! Damn Affection! Why did you do that?! I pulled away and looked down.

"I, I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that. I need to go meditate." I got up but an arm stopped me from leaving.

"I'm not trying to be rude but you need to stop refusing to talk about things! Every time something happens that involves your emotions you run away!

I sighed. "Fine. Affection took over and decided to kiss you. I didn't know what she was doing until I had already done it."

"Can I talk to her?"

"What?"

"Can I talk to Affection?"

"Um ok."

"Is she listening?"

"Yes."

"Ok. Look Affection, evidently you like me but do you think maybe next time you could ask her before you do something like that? Don't get me wrong I liked it, a lot actually but you should ask Raven first. Oh and this." He titled my chin up and kissed me. I kissed back with force. I let Affection mostly take over but I still had a leash on her. He tasted good. Not so much the tofu part but he also tasted like pizza. I put my hands around his neck and he put his around my waste. Usually I would throw him across the room for that but I was actually ok with it right now.

He pulled away a little. "Raven?"

"You can call me Rae."

"Right, so are you like ok with this? Whatever is happening right now?"

"Yeah I think I am." I smiled. I pulled him back in for another kiss this one much harder. We ended up making out and he pushed me over. He gasped and stopped.

"I didn't mean to do that! Sorry Rae."

"How 'bout we go to my room?" I winked at him. I actually freaking winked. I covered my mouth with my hands. "I, um, sorry." I looked down and I'm pretty sure my face looked like a tomato.

"Don't kill me for this but I don't think that's such a bad idea…. I mean it's hot out here and it'll be dark soon… Plus don't you think they're going to start wondering where we are?"

"True." We got up and walked down the stairs.

"Hey where have you guys been?" Robin asked

"Um I was on the roof meditating, he just found me and told me it was getting dark."

"And what about you BB?"

"I've been in my room but then I went to Ravens room to see what she was doing but she wasn't in there so I finally found her on the roof."

"Ok." And with that he left. We walked down the hallway with both of our bedrooms on it. We got to my room first.

"Um so…" He said. Neither of us knew what to do.

"I'm going to meditate for a while but don't be surprised if you get a knock on the door in the middle of the night."

"Um ok." And he left to go to his room. I sighed. What happened today? I made out with Beast Boy of all people and Affection wanted him to stay with me! I decided to talk to her. Once I was in Nevermore I found Affection.

'Oh hi Raven! How was today?' She said with a wink

'What did you do earlier? You invited him to my room!'

'I thought you needed the push! I mean you're in love with him you could at least kiss him!'

'I'm in love with him?'

'Oh like you don't already know.'

I didn't! It was totally out of the blue!

Well I think you guys should at least talk tonight and see where it goes. You don't have to tell him but I may say a few things….

Please don't.

If you don't by the time he leaves your room, I will grab him, push him onto the bed, tell him I love him, and make out with him.

Um wow ok well please don't do that.

Only if I have too. I got out of Nevermore and sighed. I had only been in there for a few minutes. I decided to go get Beast Boy. I knocked on his door.

"Raven?"

"Yes." He opened the door. "I need to talk to you." He nodded and walked with me to my room. We sat on the bed.

"What is it?"

"Before I say anything I just want you to know that Affection was going to do something- ahem- interesting if I didn't talk to you so um here we are." I sighed. "I really like you. I actually do think you're funny and you're really cool." I kissed him.

"I like you too." We both smiled into the next kiss. Eventually he pushed me down onto my bed and we started making out. It eventually got really heated…

"Raven? You sure you wanna do this?

"Yes."