Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of its characters. Tracker is a girl in this and younger than Sean.

This takes place after the shooting Sean stay's in Wasaga and Emma stayed with him.

"Sean get away from me we are over, I can't put up with this abuse. Luna and I are leaving." I said as I pushed him away from me.

"Listen here Emma you two aren't going anywhere. You will continue to be mine and Luna is staying with me. We will raise her together." Sean said grabbing my wrist.

"NO! Get off me Sean your drunk; Go lay down."

"Shut up you bitch" He said grabbing me. "I'm going bend you over that pool table and fuck you until you know that your body belongs to me. " He said pulling my arms behind my back.

He hit my head hard against the wall. When I came to he had me bent over tying my legs to the legs of the table. I tried to scream but he had me gagged. He proceeded to cut my underwear and skirt off. I started crying hoping he would stop. That only upset him more. He slammed himself into me proceeding to be rough.

"Stop you're crying Emma or it will get worse." Sean said as he pulled my hair and slamming my head back onto the table.

When I came back to I was still tied to the table. I tried wiggling, but I couldn't the knots were too tight. I couldn't scream or move I felt so helpless. When he finally passed out I had been moving and twisting my wrist finally getting one free. How long was I unconscious for? Amy should be coming home soon shouldn't she? Which means his parents would be back with Luna. I can't let them see me like this. I fought with my other hand until I got it free. I got my legs free when I hear the door open. When I went to stand straight up my legs gave out. I had been standing to long they felt so numb. I crawled to my bedroom to grab new cloths and a sweater hoping that it would cover the marks. I sat on the bed crying for a good hour before I went upstairs. I had to start dinner before Sean woke up. When I got up to the kitchen Luna was I the highchair eating cucumber slices and ranch. Alice; Sean's mom was already cooking.

"Hey Alice, How was she today? She wasn't any trouble was she?" I asked.

"No dear, she was and angel like always. How did it go with Sean?" She asked with a concerned look on her face

"Absolutely horrible! I told him after you guys left an um... Let's just leave it at that." I said not wanting to finish.

"Em tell me what happened." Alice demanded.

"Well I told him that I and Luna are leaving because I couldn't handle the abuse. He said no then I woke up tied and gagged to the pool table. He raped me Alice. I have to marks from it this time." I said pushing up the sleeves to my sweater showing her my wrists and lifted up the bottom of my dress showing off my ankles.

We sat there for a minute or two while I cried into her arms. I had to get out of their and away from Sean I should have left and when home with Ellie and Jay. I remember that day like it was yesterday.

"Yo Sean we gotta talk who do you honestly love? Messing with Emma and Ellie isn't cool any more bro. It's gone on long enough. If you could ask one of them to stay here with you who would you ask. Honestly think about it. I'm going back down to the beach with the girls." Jay said walking way.

They didn't know that I was in the bathroom.I waited for Sean to go back down before I came back.When I got back he called for Ellie. I wanted to cry. He really did love her more. He should have just let Rick shoot me during the school shooting. He shouldn't have saved me. I started walking down the beach toward the trees I needed to get away and think.

"Hey Em wait up."

I just continued walking I didn't want to talk to Jay he was just going to rub it in. When I got pretty far into the trees he grabbed my arm.

"Listen Em; wait I want to talk to you."

I didn't give him the chance I turned around and kissed him hard. Before I knew it he was kissing me back just as hard. He leaned me against a tree for support. Next thing I knew he had pushes up my bikini top taking my breast's out rubbing them. I don't know what came over me o moaned his name. I turned us around to where he was against the tree. Sill kissing him we started grinding up against each other. Next thing I knew I was on the forest floor with Jay on top on me. I didn't care I needed to feel wanted and I always had feelings for Jay. I whispered please into his ear. He looked at me and I shook my head yes. He slowly untied my bottoms and his. I huffed in frustration. He was toying with me. Me bent down and started kissing me again when I felt his hand tough me there. It sent a weird sensation up my body. But it felt so good. He shoved his fingers deeper into me and rubbing my clit. Omg Jay just fuck me already I thought. The next thing I knew his hard shaft replaced his fingers and she stared fucking me. He was so big it felt so good. He stated off slow then went faster and faster. Pumping harder and harder he took my breast into his mouth sucking and nipping at my nipple Oh god. He pulled my mouth up to his to cover the sounds of my moans and screams. After that we came in unison.

"Hey Jay, Em where are you guys."

We jumped up and got dressed Sean would flip out if he seen that.

"Hey bud were over here. Em started crying so I fallowed her. She's ok now I think I helped her out. He said walking away winking at me. I'll deal with him later.

"Em; Can we talk? It's kind of important."

"Yea Sean what's up?"

"So me and Jay talked earlier and he made me realize something. I can't live without you. I want you to stay with me. I already called and asked your parents. They said if you really wanted to you could."

Please review my first Fan fiction. Sorry for those who are a Sean and Emma Fan this is Jay and Emma Fan Fiction. I can't stand Sean.