AN: Hey everyone here's another story, hope you guys enjoy it. I have had this idea for so long, ever since I started to watch season 4, I've always wanted to post this but now I think I can. So everyone I hope you guys enjoy it.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Hope you guys enjoy it!

Everyday I think about my dearest older sister. It has been too long since I have last seen her. She was my best friend, my parent, my sister, my family. She was the only person I had in my life, the reason to live.

But now, things are different, things have changed, and I will never see her again. She has been gone for many years, and I doubt she misses me. I doubt that she still loves me. After everything I have done to her, lied to her face, kept secrets that I should've told her, snuck out in the middle of the night, betrayed her and her trust, after all the horrible things I have done to her why should she miss me? I mean after all, I did betray my only family.

I regret everything that I have done. I regret everything that I did to her. She was my sister, the one that practically raised me ever since I was a small infant. I guess that was how I was supposed to repay her.

I miss you my dearest older sister, and I know you don't miss me.