Author's note: I have no idea why I wrote this. Crappy, was written at around 3 am. Sorry.

It was Christmas. The first Christmas me and Gouenji-kun spent together after 10 years. After everything that we had been through.

Yet... It was also the last Christmas.

Gouenji-kun promised me. That he would join me at my place in Hokkaido. After 10 years we could finally be together again. I really do felt like I was the world's happiest person. Over the years, I had gone over the fact that my family, that Atsuya is no longer with me. No longer by my side. Everything was gonna be okay, as long as Gouenji-kun was by my side. To me, he was like the sun, the sun who melted my sufferings deep under my frozen heart. He was my everything.

And here I am, at home waiting for my dear Gouenji-kun to arrive. I've already prepared everything. The food, the decorations. Everything was perfect. My world was close to being perfect. Now the only thing that remained was Gouenji-kun.

He said that he would arrive here at around 530 pm by car. It's 520 pm now... Heh, guess I would start to wait outside now! I can't wait to finally meet Gouenji-kun!

Just as I stepped outside, while waiting, I stared and looked around at the mountains. Just then, somewhere deep in my heart reminded me of the tragedy that took away my everything years ago. I thought, no way it would ever happen again. No way.

No way heaven would ever play a trick on me ever again. No way.

Just then, the ringtone tone of my phone broke me out of my thoughts. Ah, it's Gouenji-kun! As I looked at the caller I.D. And when I picked up, hearing his voice just somehow calmed me down. See? He is safe. God won't be so cruel to take away my precious on Christmas right?

"Shirou, I'm almost there! But I thought I would call you as I am too excited to see you!" his gentle voice spoke.

I smiled and replied back, "Gouenji-kun, where are you right now?" my heart pounded in excitement.

"I'm here!" I can hear his happy voice from across the phone.

I looked up and saw the lights from his car driving in. I waved and I could see him from inside his car! Just a little bit more... Little bit more... Till I can truly be happy again.

However, nothing ever goes well for me. Nothing...

.Just as Gouenji-kun was about to drive here, I heard a loud and deep rumbling sound. Just then, something shook in me. It sounded all too familiar... It sounded just like... When-

"GOUENJI-KUNNNNNNN!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Nothing else matters. Here is it. That damn snow. That damn avalanche. It is going to take away my precious again. No no no no no!

I ran as fast as I could, however I was too late. No matter how fast I ran, no matter how much I tried to warn Gouenji-kun, that large mass of monstrous snow enveloped his car. Crashing down and smashing down hard on whatever is below. And there it is, on the bottom. My precious. Taken away from me. Again. In front of me.

"GOUENJI-KUNNNN!"

Help arrived as soon as I called for help. However it was too late. The medics pronounced Gouenji-kun dead on the spot.

Soon, everyone came. Endou, Kidou and the rest. They all came.

Hey. What is this feeling. I'm feeling cold. Gouenji-kun, hug me. I'm feeling cold. Hey Gouenji-kun... Where are you...?

Someone... Anyone... Tell me this is all a sick joke. Someone tell me that I was just having a horrible nightmare. Someone... Please tell me Gouenji-kun is still alive. And that he is on his way to celebrate Christmas with me. Hey...

Someone tell me, that my precious was not taken away from me... Again... Not again...