Hey out there! So I read a lot of the fanfics out there so I decided to give it a try. This is my first one ever so yeah. I'm writing this while writing my final project (a lovely play called Mizpah) for my playwriting and screenwriting class. I don't want to get bored with the play and have it end terribly so this should keep me stimulated. I'm a third year college student getting ready to graduate next year so no promises about how often I will update, I hate when authors promise one every week and update a month later. I will update whenever I can though because I love writing! So enjoy and review if you like it. I'm finishing it whether you like it or not.

*The characters are the property of Stephenie Meyer and J.K. Rowling*

My existence is meaningless. What the hell am I still doing here? Right I'm the coward who can't get the balls to ask the "all powerful" Volturi to just freaking kill me. Well at least I wasn't alone. Scratch that I am alone. Why I decided to stay with the freaking Cullens is beyond me. They are eight very well matched vampires in love. And a very well matched half breed with a shape shifter. Five happy couples, ten happy…people? Whatever. If I have to stay alone for all eternity then this must be the way to do it.

What? Who am I? Well the name is Draco. Draco Malfoy Cullen. Well I don't care if you think I should have started off with an introduction of myself I'm in mourning. For what? My life ass hole! I was doing just fine on my own until someone decided I needed to die. Who? If I knew who they would be dead right now! Ok just to get you off my freaking back about it I will start from the beginning.

So I was eighteen and fresh out of Hogwarts. Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Oh yeah, I'm a wizard by the way. I went to school at Hogwarts and graduated at seventeen. Anyway I was off and on my own with Father's money and support. I needed to get away. Saint Potter had defeated Voldemort and he was still on his high horse of "look at me I'm so special." I wanted time to myself to think of what I was going to do with myself in a world where my parents and I were shunned because we were Voldemort supporters. What was I going to do when my one and only purpose in life, support Voldemort, had suddenly vanished? Well I was contemplating it in America. I was in New Hampshire visiting cousins when I was attacked in the forest. I don't know what it was. I didn't even see it coming. I was laying there in pain and probably bleeding. I was waiting for death to come; it sure was the easy answer to what to do with my now useless life when they came along.

Yes by them I do mean the Cullens. I guess they were on a hunting trip when they found me still alive but just barely. The one with the red brown hair, Edward I found out later, spoke first.

"Carlisle it's a bad idea." The blond man turned back to him.

"Edward what else should I do?"

"Leave him. People die all the time." What an ass. Somewhere close by my head a dog was sniffing around.

"Edward…" The two shared a long and meaningful look. Understanding crossed Edwards face.

"Just do it already I have already seen it and he will be just fine" A short Pixie of a girl spoke up. She looked at me and made an amused face. "He'll be a tough one, but I can see he will be just fine."

With that I was picked up and flying through the air. The next thing I knew I was on a bed and surrounded. All I kept thinking was well it's just my luck I get a slow and painful death. Then the blond man lowered his head to my neck, if I could have done something I would have punched him, but that thought soon left me as I began to burn. It started from my neck and moved throughout the rest of my body. I thought these people were going to help me but my mind was screaming at me for being so dumb, they wanted to make my death worse. I screamed and shouted for hours, or days, or weeks. I had no sense of time really. After a while I stopped screaming and burned. That's when they decided to tell me what they were. I wasn't surprised exactly, I knew about vampires, but I never dreamed this is how it was done. They told me I would burn for three days and then it would be over. I was never alone. Someone was always with me.

When the three days were up my heart gave one final thud and then stopped for all eternity. The whole family was there and I got the new vampire speech. I was told about the history and rules of being a vampire. The family told me about themselves and their abilities. Edward reads minds, Bella is a mind shield and can block someone else's mental ability, Renesmee can show you what she is thinking through he hands, Alice can tell the future, and Jasper can feel and control Emotions. I was shown what I looked like and before I was aloud to hunt they gave me animal blood they had saved in bags. It wasn't bad but it was not satisfying. They told me they were vegetarians and did not hunt people. At that I laughed, vampires with a conscience. As my laughter subsided the Cullens became more serious. Crazy ha? Who knew they could get more serious. They gave me a choice, the choice that would decide my fate for all eternity.

Carlisle had a very serious look on his face as he talked. " Draco I know this is a lot to take in just one sitting, but before you hunt you have to make the choice. You can be like any other vampire and hunt humans if you want. If you do you must remember to be careful and remember the law. If you decide to go down that road I'm sorry to say that we cannot help you. We will help you learn how and when to hunt and to be discreet to not cause any trouble but I'm afraid we cannot help much after that." I looked at them all as he talked knowing what the second choice would be. I could tell Edward was paying close attention to my thoughts. He smiled when I noticed.

"However, if you chose to become a vegetarian like us Draco, we can help you. We can help you learn control and how to live among humans instead of just living in hiding like a nomad. It is a tough choice and you will have to be dedicated to trying. You can stay with us if you wish. We're many, but we are a family."

I looked at each of them. I've never been a family man. I'm an only child for Christ's sake. But the thought of being alone for all eternity was not an appealing one. I hated being alone, I get depressed, but could I adjust to such a big family? They all waited quietly for my answer. Edward was on edge while he listened to my thoughts. Jasper was probably feeling how tense and lost I was because he had a sympathetic look on his face. Alice was trying hard to see my future. As my decision was made Alice jumped and Edward loosened. I was still feeling lost but Alice clapped her hands and was hugging me before I had said anything.

"Welcome to the family!"

"Alice!" Edward shook his head. "Can't you let him tell the family in his own way?"

"Edward he's a Cullen now. He will have to get used to me one way or another."

With that everyone else guessed my decision and every one welcomed me to the family. It's been seventy-five years since I have been with the Cullens and I don't really regret my decision. I am not alone and I have friends and a family who understand me. Edward and Alice try to help when they sense I am getting annoyed.

We found out that I got to keep my wizard powers. They are more powerful now that I have the enhanced ability of a vampire. I was informed about everyone's past and got to know Carlisle only turned people if they had to be. I wanted to ask why he had saved me when he could have just let me go like Edward had originally though but never got around to it. I was careful never to think about it around Edward because if Carlisle wanted to tell me he would.

I don't know why, but over the last ten years I have been getting worse. Okay so I'm lying, I know why but I try not to think about it while around the family.

We are moving back to Forks, Washington. The family has been planning it for a decade. Everyone that they had known was dead and it would be easier to visit without being recognized. Bella and Renesmee were both born there; Edward met and fell in love with Bella there; and Jacob found Renesmee there. There was so many walks down memory lain going on. Forks was where the Cullens became a family. I felt left out and horrid. They tried to reassure me.

"Don't worry Draco Forks is a great place!"

"I don't doubt that Alice, but still, I can't help how I feel."

"Who knows, you may find what you're looking for in Forks like we did."

Wishful thinking on Alice's part, but I would go with my family. So Forks here I come! Great...

Ok so review if you like. Criticism is a gift when it is constructive. If my grammar is off or something don't be afraid to say, I'm a writer I need to know.