Bella
"Dean! Dean you're going to live okay? Do you hear me? You're going to make it through this." I shook my brother. Tears falling from my glassy brown eyes.
"Dean please. You can't leave me. Not now, not when I need you the most" blood was pouring from the deep gashes on his chest. I couldn't save him. He was long gone.
Sam, why aren't you here? Why did you and dad leave us? Dean was strong. He didn't want to admit it, but he needed you both as much as I do.
Shaking my head roughly, I took my hand away from his chest. My body shaking with unbearable sobs.
That's when he appeared. That's when he offered me a second chance.
Present
"Bella? Come on Bella wake up. We have to be at the field in 45 minutes". I awoke to a black haired pixie-vampire standing over me.
"Field?" I questioned groggily.
"Yes silly. Remember? Baseball game?" She emphasized what she was saying with her pale hands. I stifled a laugh.
"Okay. Can I take a shower?" I rolled out of bed slowly. Trying to shake off my horrible nightmare.
My best friend sighed. "Make it quick. I'll pick out something for you too wear." Oh god.
"How did you get in here anyway?" I had locked my window last night when I returned home from the Cullen's. I didn't want any visits from Edward. Not while being in the state I have been in lately.
"Charlie let me in" of course he did. Charlie had a soft spot for her. Which was strange. Charlie was my moms brother. He grew up a hunter, but when he met Renee, he stopped. Quit cold turkey really. He knew the Cullen's secret, yet he hadn't lunged at them,or me even.
I walked into my bathroom shutting the door behind me. Putting both hands on each side of the sink, I looked in the mirror. 6 months left. 6 months be for I died. That is unless I was already dead. Technically, the deal would be broken then right? Edward won't change me until we're married though. I know it is selfish wanting to be changed so I wouldn't be dragged to hell. But then again, if I had the option to stop that from happening, why not take it?
After stripping down, I stood in te hot shower. Washing my body and hair quickly. When I stepped out of the bathroom in a towel, Alice had already laid my undergarments and clothing on my bed. I assumed she was downstairs, and dressed my self quickly. Throwing my wet hair into a messy bun, I walked downstairs. Only too see my best friend laughing lightly at my uncles jokes.
"Finally Bella. You take forever!" She rolled her eyes at me and took my hand.
"Let's go, my family is waiting! Bye Charlie!" She practically dragged me out the door. I turned around and waved at Charlie as he shut the door.
Once I was seated in Alice's car, she looked at me. Her expression was pained, yet soft.
"Are you okay?" I looked at her gently.
"Of wouldn't I be?" I lied a lot. But it was getting harder the more I did it.
"This morning, be for I woke you up, You were practically crying in your sleep. Lately I have not gotten very happy vibes from you either. Jasper thinks your depressed from all the anger and sadness you've been sending Edward is worried about you, more so than usual" She looked at me with nothing but concern. I still felt a hint of annoyance regardless.
"I've just had a lot on my mind Alice. That's all. Ever since we got back from Volterra, I've just been shaken up. That's all" I shrugged, and looked ahead. Keep lying Bella Winchester. She'll never know right?
"Okay, please though Bella. If you need anyone to talk too, about anything... I'm here" she smiled and placed her hand on my knee, before turning the key in the ignition and backing out of my drive way.
"Of course" I smiled back. The rest of the ride was silent. Well I was silent. Alice continued to suffocate me with unnecessary wedding plans. She wanted the wedding to be after graduation. In 6 months. Yeah sorry to burst your bubble Alice, but I won't be able to attend. I have a personal invitation to dinner with lucifer.
If only I could pass that up.
"Isabella Marie Swann are you even listening to me?" She glared at me.
"Yes Alice of course" I smirked.
Only a few moments later did we arrive at the clearing. I was then greeted by my love and his family.
Edward opened the door for me, letting me out.
"Hello love" oh his smile. It was breath taking. He made me feel like a fly on a windshield.
I smiled and kissed him lightly on the cheek. "Hi" perhaps I should spend my last couple months happy. As much as it pains me, I can't tell Edward. He might do something desperate, and I can't allow that. I had no clue what I was going to tell him when the time did come though. There was so much that needed to be said, yet so little time.
"Bella dear, how are you?" Same embraced me. Then Carlisle placed a small kiss on my forehead. They were the parents I had never had. My dad was a low life selfish bastard who only cared about himself. My mother was dead. I didn't blame my father for her death. I did blame him for my upcoming one though.
"I'm doing great thank you. And you?" My smile went ear to ear. How fake, I thought to myself.
"As good as we'll ever be" Carlisle smiled. I laughed.
"AND how's my favorite sister?!" Emmett practically screamed in my ear. Pulling me into a bone crushing embrace.
"She'd be better if you weren't trying to crush her" I barely choked out.
"Oh sorry" he set me down with a sky grin.
"Emmett, don't hurt the human. Gosh." Rosalie said with a sly grin. Lately, her and I have gotten along swimmingly. She was starting to actually like me. Well I hoped she was.
"Yeah, but Maybe when I'm a newborn, I'll give you a run for your money" Emmett laughed at my comment. "Yeah right, bells" no one had called me that in a long time. Dean always used to call me that.
Jasper then spoke "Let's play some ball!"
The Cullen's all got in their positions while I stood at home base. I envied their agility and strength. I had trained all my life, but still looked sickly. I hated it. Constantly being looked at as a weak little girl, after all the sacrifices I have made. It's unfair, and preposterous. I shouldn't think about this anymore. I need to focus on my surroundings. Stop spacing out Bella stop.
The game was heated, and the thunder was roaring above us. No rain, just thunder. Occasionally I cheered for Edward but or the most part, I didn't pay attention. That was, until everything stopped. Alice was having a vision, and the next thing I knew the vampire family was surrounding me.
"What's going on? Not anymore nomads I hope" I chuckled silently. No one answered me.
"We have company" was all my best friend said.
And scene. Don't worry, second chapter is on it's way.